I'm standing
in front of you,
trying to escape from eyes to eyes,
talking nonsense things,

This is how I hide my shame.

We already had a few drinks,
But I'm getting sober again,

Because I want to remember this night.

It's been a while since
I've felt like a real woman,
I'm tired of these empty kisses,
I want your longest kiss,

Show me how it really works.

-A.

I saw photos of you on the phone.
and at the same time I was hoping to have the answers.
I spent a lot of time checking my phone
Wondering what was going on around you.

I got it
you were having fun with your friends while you ignored me, right?

So I put the music highest i could

"At first, I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinkin' I could never live
Without you by my side

And I spent, oh, so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry

Weren't you the one
Who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

But now I'm savin' all my lovin'
For someone who's lovin' me!

Well, now go! Walk out the door!
Just turn around now
'Cause you're not welcome anymore!"

I survived

- V.

I just want to rip or erase everything I have been done.
Disappear for awhile.
"You have to show your presence",
I heard this once
and I used to think that way
But  I wanna a fresh start.

Every day I look back
I'm different from the day before
I know
I'm unstable
That´s what keep me alive.

I am between thoughts that used to represent me or nothing.

- A.