Genevieve

Genevieve Feb 2018

please do not serve me **** pie on a silver platter!
oh, your unfamiliar with this type of pie?!! it is the kind
that is hot & fresh with buried lies and deceits colored scented to seem sweet.

Please, I do ask that you not serve this dish to me!
I see through and know there are many many layers
covering the other so I tell you do not serve to me
             **** pie on a silver platter!!
Just be straightforward
then we are good and clear as long as you are a truth
teller you will have nothing to bury or hide baked
        into quadruple **** layered sphincter pie so keep it straight
        and girls won't hate but we will test and figure things,
        So go with caution just as long as
we don't sniff a whiff
       being served to us by you via silver splat
oh oops, that was your face oh-oh.
SorryNotSorry bout that!

Often the circles have been created by you
it just takes acknowledging their attitude
had been placed there by actions
or lies you choose to color and justify

#relationships #breakup #pain #heartache #anger #love #lust #marriage #divorce

Genevieve Feb 2018

Break 0ut

Born into a shell they tell me its called skin!
huh? what is this skin I am in?
and why can't I get out???

Born into this shell of skin
and all I want is out
to ******* scream
to shout at
the hilltops
I
want
Out!!!!!

Let
Me
0ut!!
Please
this life feels like a
Raunchy Disease.
I will break this shell
somehow.

when your trapped and no matter what you do
where you go
what you may be
who you do
who you are is all pent up
tangled and bent
this poem is about
that.

#relationships #love #you #yourself #me #pain #envy #break #**** #alive

Genevieve Feb 2018

The jaded love day

Iv'e only got eyes for you,I tell you your the one!
          Your jealous but I say to you that
your crazy but then you tune in and dial up
        "Oh **** I did it I accidentally slipped up!!

I said that one extra bit when I should have stopped!
So I twist it and turn so its now yours and I am not burnt
to a crisp although now she does know the fantasies I have
and the women I gain more laughs from at work but it is just
looking so what's it hurt? Its not a cheat just a innocent thing
but Happy Valentines day I love you & Your the only one for me.

Just remember I will suppress the real thoughts and feelings I have towards chicks because it is just in the work office nothing to fear! its not the same or equal to cheating he may say but eyes and lust with imaginations gone wild
yes it is just as terrible and married folk please flirting is
Flirting no matter
  !!Where!!

  Happy Love Day to the Jaded
this ones for you but in your case
    I hope this one is good!
If single and got no one to kiss,
  treat yourself to something sweet a pedicure
or maybe a carrmel apple happy V day
to all who care and to those who don't
neither do we so go Ehhh yourself,
holidays clearly annoy you and me
Hashtag destroy.
but for real go love someone
even a stranger who may need a cheer
so I am a loser so are you
happy V day
so F u.

Just messing around ; I am married but you know it has it's perks and not So much at times so this poem is combined happy and sad and mad all in one so forgive me if it went bad & a great day hope most of had and others booo you **** and you know its you :) ha.

#lovevalentinesmarriagesexdysfunction

Genevieve Feb 2018

Extinguished Sins were in

I rendered my soul the minute I gave into sin,
The kinds that are part of the things that cause a secret grin a smirk or two,
knowing what you might get away with when no eyes can see and specific ears cannot hear it is often totally telling just who you are at that time!

You are finally seeing clear because at that point being sneaky is scummy which now you are slime but it felt oh so great at the time of your sinful crime or tiny innocent lie just remember filth shows up over time its the grime that layers one hundred different shades of lies,buried beneath your eyes and limbs those lies are wrapped up with the skin your in
so remember you are what you eat.

Relinquish your lies and deceit so the sooner you will be set free! release it.
Unleash all that's hidden behind the brains doors the entrance to the avoiding conversations the "oh so revealing kinds of topics like ***,skin and fantasies you may occasionally allow in due to your weaknesses impulse! "

Oh yeah the filth of the sin is the guilt quilted bed you lay your dreadful head in; So get it out and say it all those topics that hurt and twist the betrayals the wickedness to and fro between two or simply just you hiding it and becoming distant because of serious broken pinging pains inside and out acidic internally.

So you drowned and swallow it down so that you can live another lying day with who or what ever it is that the sin is against or may include but it could simply be its just personal guilt either way throw away the dying filth.
Do it for you so you do not get bogged down a weight to bare let it go and speak truth keep your youth. lying ages you U.

#relationships #love #lust #lies #lying #life #family #friends

Genevieve Feb 2018

Deformed soul

I walk about and wander the roads invisible to all or so it seems,
Although I wonder if my tears were blood would all of those same
people stop and see this pain that is within me or stay silently simmering with
heartaches of past and present of the near and far including here and there, That sits inside me year after year. Life and Death why so cut and dry ? because I believe I am somewhere in between alive appreciating life but walking dead from time to time more often than not numbness surrounds,Toxins inhaled and another **** child's meltdown to steer So loud in my f'ing ear!!
Why can't I just get the **** outta here?!!

This skin I'm in is wearing thinner and thinner so what shall I do?
Borrow some from a friend or maybe even you?!! Nah I wouldn't even dare! Cause with the moods I am in I'd tell ya to get the " F " out of here!! .

I walk about breaking with each step I take the messed up part is half the time
I don't know what the Crap is wrong with me!! I just feel like screaming, crying,Carrying a heavy heart sadness over
many Losses of life and friends adrift moved away from me now text text text and those social media sites are a F'ng joke same with Skype that will not hold onto me or hug me tight wiping my tears away with encouraging words!! Long distance ***** so yes while those sites are convenient they'll never reach out and grab you.

If our pain were to show in physical way
how deformed our appearance would be? .
Luckily we've got make up and pretty clothes
to dress our lies and darkness in a technicolor
Beautifying it with extra bling bling
choosing to ignore to keep on
falsely living but there is still hope,
Realize your pain unwrap it show it
because we humans are all rip & torn
internally.
BE
KIND

#relationshipslovepainsufferingliesangerpoetrypoems

Genevieve Aug 2017

Tick Tick Talk

I'm feeling sad
It is pretty bad
This deep radiating cut is in my gut!!

I am feeling hurt from
To losing someone I love so dear.

Why must we face living without
And why couldn't god had made us live eternally in physical form no pooping Out!!

I'm feeling heartbroken
Cracked inside out &Right side up
Lots of losses the last few years;
took me some time to realize how Severe;

This depression, Literally took a serious realization To shape&form to Lie 0n my head just until I truly can see it clearer and true not just hiding
From me the person broken from within.

Cold from Freshly chilled rain drops
Falling from my nose Off my ears
Drip Drop
Drip

#depressionlovehaterelationships