At the buffet waiting for something hot & fresh
not some old dried up chicken leg!!

Still Waiting...... with just Sloppy seconds on my plate
often times the good stuffs just too late.

When it has sat out too long and now cold stiff green beans have gone
Those emptied out pockets fill up like sunken ships while apologees
are flightless as they have clipped wings, Using old **** to shame me then here comes those hot helium filled lies of a false apology!

Using it time and time again to refill & sip that **** you drink it's filled to the brim! Yes I have sinned I am no saint just please when you repeat apologize know its simply sloppy seconds to me and my ears which bounces off my heart out into anger land and frustrations that these so called after fights apologees well they don't mean jack **** to me! So work on your actions and less other words! Be straight forward and my respect you'll instill
just make sure you take time until you can give a
real heart felt apology
Be Real

How sad her heart her soul
She weeps where's the sleep
How empty her eyes from the tears she cries,
Unknown is her future; Lost she's in a blurr
loneliness leaves her speechless
she screams inside it is hard to find the switch.

Too dark she see's a flicker sometimes even a spark
Love is what she longs for; How to find it she does not know!
Without smiles she's drowning in doubt,
Falling from the 14th floor how can she find her way out?

Stuck in a parked car going only to one place
Now to discover what she truly longs for Lover or friends.
She weeps she weeps for she found a different form of sleep a retreat So to speak,
This lady walks in her sleep when she thinks she is awake.

She is the Beauty but where is the prince?
wake up sleeping beauty, She is not stabbed; Put away those tears
Yes she may not rid herself of fear or depression
take a time out to live,When there is an invite Get 0ut
meet a new male/female new Love interest!
Who knows they may just mirror you".

If she could only learn to go out and let them in
let them in
let them in
They will not hurt you
they will not bite,
What is the fear for?
Acceptance " Oh that's nonsense ! "
they want to be your friends!!

Go Out and Live
Go Out and Laugh
maybe even a joyous cry

You can even smile
You will be loved.
Go out the door but first open it and let them in,
Thier arms are open; are yours?
What's the matter let them in!
0pen up invite them come on you'll
be loved ; N0 matter what❤️ you are human and they are too¡!
you are sweet 100% They will Love You.
It is next Be brave and take that
Step!

One day at a time soon to be a rhyme
I keep living, breathing too.
Why I am here I cannot tell you,
Seems as though there is no heaven just
my own dark hell...!!
I am in a bad way ,As though I am under an evil spell
burgers and Ice Cream takes its toll
as my pain weighs me down.

I fell.... I fell asleep way too deep
my power I have lost.

I felt.... felt so numb
like I belong to none.

I float.... I float inside my brain
as I search for my inner child's soul I feel her pain.

I Pray.... I Cry.....why do I not know?.....my heart....my soul
I have hands....hands to hold.... I see it..... I see it's near.

I know it..... I know its there in my grasp!
Could I lose my pride, could I take a breath?

I am naked....... I am bare......My story is out.
Can you hear....as it cries out loud? ....... I cannot hear it ....it is old.

This is a story I've told and told; this story needs to go & throw it away!!
It needs to go so I can live each coming day.... So I can hear my soul
and not what I can or can't control.

My Life was Never
My Life was done
My life was not ever not even none.

It will begin as I grow & need to be wiser than I think I am or not!
I have a life since I do breathe; I need to learn not to live in my own dark hell.

I go ...... just go with the flow
where it takes me I will not know but it will
be fine since I will take it one day at a time.

So heaven or spell in your own dark miserable hell
step outside and take a breath & see just
how lucky to be alive you are because
someone is mourning another humans recent
death!!

So don't be nonsensical; Don't be dumb
when you try to keep on getting numb!

We lose ourselves in the process,
So look for shimmering love and fill up with
people who show you positive vibes.
Rid yourself of the negative beings that may ☠️hinder☠️
Your path

Klick Klick B00M!!

Klick~ Chance number one.
Klick~Chance number two.
B00M!~ Pulled Anger Trigger and is now activated until water applied to the fire!

KLICK KLICK B00M!

So Listen now
One More Try Listen NOW!!!
BOOOOOMM!! OK THATS IT I'VE HAD IT!!!!!
****!!

Klick Klick B00M!!
SnaP!!! YEP BY THEN I HAD SNAPPED!!!
Thee End.

If the pain that sears through your soul ever had a face
would it look like it was made of charcoal or chrome?
or like someone out of place?

If Loneliness had eyes would they be blinded or just constantly reminded of deceit and Lies? or would the depths of their soul Find some
form of positive resurrection discovering their life can now truly begin.

If Joy could be a planet would it choose to claim Mars for its Delicious chocolates or Uranus to claim it wasn't me who done it!!  :) thy who smelt it dealt it.

If Anger showed up wearing a costume would it wear Joy dressed as mars or come just as one huge candy bar!?!? or nothing at all because it's Angry!!!

If Hope saw only in colors would it be all radiant bright or mixed with some Sin of neutral tones or would it be all gorgeous blocking all dark ones from getting in?Would Hope Lose Faith or Faith Lose Hope 0verall we all should never'EvR
Give Up or Give In! We are born to Sin although it is about how much you'll let yours singe within.

If Failure had a scent would it be the foulest ****** odor personalized to your disgust or liking? or would you just simply be use to that smell ! What smell?
you say what is next for me to destroy? If failure had a face it would look exactly like Tim R!! He is Evil, Mean and Cruel he is and will always remain thee ultimate fool!

If Success is measured only by physical capabilities would it eventually Expire? Since we all do end up dying?? If Success is all about you?!?
Then what the hell good are you? If success is greatness then also acknowledge the tiniest of things when accomplished and true; Stop uttering things in angst and success will come a knockin at your door but you keep on being a vicious one nothing good will stem from it.

If you had to be anyone who would you be and would you swiftly reply: ME!!! of course I wanna stay me!!?or would you take the opportunity to begin complete and different because you've alwayz wished to feel different and whole!

To feel comfort and peace and entirely Loved.
If You could be someone else this would be Sadness because all those who truly Value You and who Adore you,those who can seriously see your beauty shine,
They'll MourN a LoSs even if you were a more newly improved
you would not be You and would be a lost cause,
So stay who we love
and never stop surviving.

If you had a career of your dreams what could you see ahead?
who knows maybe that means you would no longer exist?!?!
But overall Be YOU and don't let Any0ne
StomP on your dreaMs,h0pes and successes just Fill your
ears,eyes, and Heart wiTh All the Happy Re3nforcements!