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Nov 2019 · 498
i hate my self
astara Nov 2019
nothing,
just hating my self when i need you the most
Mar 2017 · 264
need a title for this one
astara Mar 2017
To someone that means everything to me,
Do you know how bad i miss you?
And do you know how hurt i love you?
what kind of poem is this? im sorry guys for ruining a poem's meaning:(
Mar 2017 · 282
untitled
astara Mar 2017
trying to give some help but everyone keep ignoring me
Mar 2017 · 1.3k
pity girl
astara Mar 2017
No one wants me in their life
They think im just a poor girl who want to balance her life with some money and popularity
But im not
I just need everyone now, in my life, by my side
I deserve that!
But no one thinks like i do
That hurts me a lot, and now im trying to think like they think.

Im just a pity girl
Pity girl who wants everyone in her life
Pity girl that thinks everyone like her
A pity girl who always got fake people showing fake love to her.
That last sentences in this poem got inspired by drake's song called fake love. And i like that song so much.
Dec 2016 · 412
Wish
astara Dec 2016
That night, i was sitting and looking up
Seeing how beautiful the moon and stars
And i saw one star falling down
I stand up and start to wish.

That night, i wished if you can be there for me
But the reality hit me up, they say i can't be with you
You walked away from my life and the only thing i can do just faking a smile while seeing you're happy with her.

Tonight, im sitting in the same place
But now, the wish that i hope already gone.
im sorry for the bad grammar, still learning on it :)
Dec 2016 · 322
Somethings
astara Dec 2016
He saw things in me that i couldn't see
And that meant the world to me
He liked me for who i was
And i will never forget that
He liked me when i couldn't even like myself
And even though he left me
He still means a lot to me
Dec 2016 · 352
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astara Dec 2016
Today i was alone
Nobody recognized that i need some help
But you're not
You asked me why and i answer that im okay
You've been always understand what i felt
Until you have someone to duplicate me
And then you just leave. Not saying any goodbye or something like that, just leave easily without think about my feels
You're not the same you
I will never bother you again. Just go, but don't bring our memories because i still need it in the middle of the night.
That was too bad, isn't it?
Oct 2016 · 393
Thoughts;
astara Oct 2016
Too many thoughts on my mind right now.
You
and this sad night

wait, how can i say this night is sad, if myself was more sad?
so sorry if i have a really bad grammar:(

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