I fell in this hole again
I don't know who i am anymore
I feel the pain the sadness
I hope this doesn't get worst
My mind and feeling are ******
My friends aren't my friends
They lied , i trusted them
But they used med
I've been broken both dating way and
Friendship
I've lost myself once again
I'm trying to find my way back
But it's hard
I'm stressing, over thinking
My depression  coming back , anxiety
I was truly happy for once but then
Out of nowhere it hit me
I felt alone,thoughts like  no one cared

Love isn't true you knew
But yet you wanted to believe it was

You lied to me
I ask why
But you just said bye

My heart was fragile
I thought what we had was magical

I just wanted something real.
But it was unreal.
I gave you everything
I got nothing back
Yet I loved you

I can't live without you
I feel so blue
but i just want you to be true
I just love you so much

When you give everything to that person but they just throw it away
You tell them I love you but all they did is  play with with your feelings
You also told them I care about you, but they didn't even care about you

Once they're both looking at each other
The first thing she sees is his brown charming eyes
She listens to every word he has to say
Then at that moment he wraps his arms around her and say
“I love you. You're the best thing that ever happened to me.”
After that he gets closer, closer now all she
could feel is his breath near her neck then they both close
there eyes she feels his lips against hers

I still love you .
But you hurt me
Now I'm with some else
That treats me better then
You ever did
But the difference is
I love you and
I like him

I was a fool to believe
But baby, I loved you I still do
I don't know what do to with this feelings
you hurt me but I love you
Your smiles brighten up by day
Your hugs I loved them
I miss them
But now I can't do nothing to have you back
Your gone .

You got what you wanted
know you see me hurt
Not even a hi or a smile
All you do is break me even more
All you do is just leave me

She sitting in her room
lights off her music on full blast
thinking how school today ‘it was horrible”she says
to herself but once she gets home all she wants to do is
be in her room and listen to music without anyone say stuff to her.
she barely likes to go to school where everyone calls her names
brings her down,ignore her but she stills fakes a smile so people won't
ask what's wrong that smile she wears everyday to school hides
a thousand tears but know she at home and she can cry and scream
as loud as she wants. parents never ask her how's she doing
whenever they ask “How was school” she say
“ school it's great” but she knows she's lying but they don't knows what she going through”