1:20 A.M.*
hey, I just wanted to tell you I miss you.
read 1:21

no response.

Affection
something I crave
from nobody other than you.

Attention
something I hate
but I want all of yours.

Appreciation
something I have
for every one of your actions.

Acception
something I need
because you will never be mine.

Anxiety
Controlling my everyday life
Anxiety
Taking my heart and throwing it against the wall
Anxiety
Wrapping around in my head to consume my thoughts
Anxiety
Crying and screaming against my throat
Anxiety
Crashing and thrashing its way into my body making me shudder
When theres a knock at the door
Anxiety
Lighting fires to my insides
Anxiety
Making my hands shake so someone will notice im unbalanced
Anxiety

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lonely nights

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aching wrists

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feeling so numb you crave any feeling

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tears streaming down your face

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friends coming for support

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how do you help someone else
when you can't even help yourself?

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help me

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Trigger fire

Trigger fire
gone.