im frustrated at all the times i belittled myself, using fear and doubt as an excuse, making me believe that i couldn't do anything i didnt set my mind to. something as simple as x+y. and im sorry somedays im so quiet and also so hard to figure out. and just like math, so am i. one big problem to solve.
My whole body hurts Trembling from what I just read Desire threatening to cover me with its devil mist Yet, I refuse to succumb Months of pain and anguish cannot simply be brushed underneath a carpet A carpet of more lies and frustration No Despite the moon cheering me on to fall back into you arms Despite my heart longing and crying I shall not succumb For I have learnt that desire is just the tip of what makes us And so far there is no us
Come lay with me, I'll hold you close. Your sweet lips, Speaking only with mine. My fingertips, Sliding across your skin. The gentle feel of your touch, Renders my body defenseless. Setting fire to my every nerve, Each kiss like fuel to the flames