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 Jul 2016 Finley in Despair
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I'd tease myself but what's the point?
Smoking hot, like the end of my joint

Body blazing with untapped desires
Feel it building, as I get higher and higher

Feel it burning, my little hot box
Still I'm yearning, hear the the gun ****

Barrel to my head, still searching for pleasure
Pull the trigger already, a fruitless endeavor
You'll never get me off like my fantasies do
I have this vague vision of tangerines bleeding
into blue green skies.
Or maybe cat puke melding with the emerald
carpet beneath my feet.
Some sort of merging, colors, textures, clear and
pristine but elusive.
I have no idea what I'm going on about but I
know it is important.
College has broken me.
What if the white rabbit guides you home,
safe and sound,
no rabbit holes, or falling down,
and you grab it by its ******* throat and rip it apart because you're tripping ***** and I don't know how to ******* help you and I'm not a ******* rabbit so
please
stop...
Just trying to stop being so ******* emo. Everyone has bad days right? Bad day, bad trip, same difference.


Harmonies caressed my heart
in soft serenades of
whispering concertos
on the strings of my deepest desires

Acoustic symphonies,
performed on a cappella breezes
in perfectly tuned emotions,
echoed upon my longing skin

Piano compositions
sprinkled with stardust
shimmered before my enchanted eyes
in ivory colored wishes

As my mind thought back to
something I had recently read,
“A smile is worth a million melodies”
finally understanding its meaning ~

for when she smiled, there was music . . .
the most beautiful I have ever heard
Inspired by a comment recently left on one of my poems


If you were the earth
and I were the moon
I'd shine night and day
so maybe real soon

Before very long
I would be the one
That you would look for
instead of the sun
Missing you comes
in violent waves,
shades of vibrant
blues, and broken
down déjà vu's.
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