Working hard for this moment been doing it for sometime
All the uphill battles others giving you a hard time
Do it because its my passion living my life old fashion
Keep telling you "NO" makes you want it more
Sometimes you question if you have it anymore
The time to shine will it be mine
Called a loser but focused on success
Talk like you a champ focused on being the best
Write out those thoughts
Tired of being an emotionless droid robot
Time to make it take that winning buzzer shot.

Sometimes I'm too trusting all the people I see good in prove me wrong but that's on them. Its disappointing when someone you think highly of doesn't value or care what you think or feel.
I've been knocked down bouncing back keeping a positive head on my shoulders. Sometimes it feels like what I think don't matter I mean well but others think I have a twisted agenda. I shouldn't worry or care what others think but I'm the one recieivng all the heat and hurt.
I've distanced myself from certain people praying hoping this will get better not losing faith. Focused on my goals and future no one can give or provide that for me but myself.

Some still say "how could you possibly?..."
Which is why I still turn and walk away
I deal with the devil that pays rather then that one that does not
Why could I possibly?...
Well...
That's a coffin for another day
So for now I'll click my heels and walk, astray

My dead march peacefully and silently so
Knowing and frothing their one place to go
But I care no more no less
I'm the one they send to clean up this mess

I may not the best daughter.
But you will always be the best Father.
Yes, I've been slapped, left and right.
But I know I deserved that.
And I'm thankful you do that,
So I will realize how wrong I was.
I always promise to do good
But I also broke that promise,
Cause every time I swear
Later on I'll do the same mistake again.
I tend to do bad things repeatedly.
Yet you forgive me no matter how worst it is.
I didn't love you truthfully,
But you and your love embraces me.
If it isn't because of your love I maybe in hell now,
Screaming in pain endlessly.
You promise to save me and go everywhere I go.
And you never fail to do that.
I cried becasuse of how happy I am,
To know that there's someone who's willing to die for me.
You gave me everything but I can't give you even a single thing.
I was so self-centered, I was so selfish.
But that was before.
It's true that you can't change yourself,
Unless you ask for God's help and guidance.
It is not only me who make accomplishments,
But it is also the Holy Spirit you sends me.
I admit that I can't keep promises
So I ask for your patience,
To always look for me.
I know you do and will always.
Thank you for making me happy.
I only need you in my life.
Cause for when I'm with you,
It was always beyond perfect.

One who opts for comfort over a challenge is a coward.

"I can feel it. I'm gonna bake cookies later.

That's what happens when I clean the stove; I just wanna cook a bunch of stuff."

"Well yeah, that's the best part of cleaning: getting it all ***** again!"

The old
think the young
can't know anything
of importance
at their age.

The young
think the old
have forgotten
how to feel
anything
at their age.

What a waste
of knowing
and feeling.

Every age
has it's own
wisdom, feeling,
passion.

How to cross
that rope?
   ~mce

you make me laugh,
giddy in love

you make me smile,
the brightest and the happiest

you make me forget,
how to be a girl

you make my heart jump,
out of my chest

but mostly
you make me jealous,
for you aren't mine.

When you reach
that unexpected point
where you understand
that no magical person
will be showing up
to save you,
life suddenly becomes
very interesting,
indeed.
- mce