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My knees ache
Head is weak
Three **** days
No ******* sleep
My mother calls and I ignore
I can feel her tears hit the floor
This isn't me
I'm not this man
It's hard for me to understand
I want to die
But then I don't
Just need one last bit of hope
But no hope here
This place is bare
And I continue on my journey without a care
Can't stop today
Maybe tomorrow
This is my pain
This is my sorrow
If God can hear me
Please grant this prayer
Give me love back
And make me care
I miss my family
I miss their love
In importance
Theres nothing above
But not today
My mind is made
To these drugs
I am their slave
We
We're the kind of mess people see as art
We have flaws people see as curves and edges
We have scars that remind people of our defeat, pain and struggles
We're a map of everything we've been through
Cursed that I may be blessed
Broken that I may be whole
Truly You gave me the best
When in Your hands they made a hole
Hated that I might be loved
Bruised that I may be healed
Oh Lord only You have truly loved
I lay now with my hard heart peeled
Lord Your mercy holds me firmly
Lord Your love is now alive
In all I pray that it will be Thee
In whom I will always thrive
Lord I am honestly underserving
Yet Your love surpasses all
You are truly unswerving
For You catch me whenever I fall
Oh may I truly be out of my depth
When I think about all that You do
Oh Lord I am out of my depth
And longing to be lost in You
Neither sea on rock
Nor rain on tree
Speak words as sweet
As yours to me.
:-)
I'm sorry
For feeling like this
I'm sorry for having a loving heart
I'm sorry
I'm sorry you're so easy to love
I'm sorry you're so easy to fall for
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry for falling for you
I'm so sorry for wanting you how you don't want me
I'm sorry
I was once introduced to a beautiful violence. I craved the way his mouth would leave bruises on my skin, these bruises reminded me of infinities , dark and twisted.

I wanted to engrave my name into his flesh forever.

I liked how he touched me, his hands didn't gently brush over my skin , he embraced my whole body harshly.

I wanted to pierce my nails into his skin forever.

I desired his aggressive approach and how he often called me **** instead of beautiful.

I enjoyed feeling desired.
And I wanted to feel it forever.
 Jul 2015 elouazzani kenza
eileen
she walked around
waiting for the pain to fade
but her make up stains
were ugly on her face
she smiled for her family
everything was ok
she was an actress
to everyone
loved games
only
one day she would break
his heart
just like he did
to hers
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