eF - Hello Poetry

eF Apr 2019

Wish.

I wished to die every day this year,
And every single day my wish never came true.
Happy Birthday to me I guess.

I really don’t want to be here anymore.

#blah

eF Feb 2019

Snow.

I gave you the shirt off my back,
And I watched you buy a coat.
You told me it was cold,
And left me naked in the snow.

I just want my shirt back. It’s the least you could do.

#merp #blah #poem #hate #self #depression #people #anxiety #love #life

eF Feb 2019

Monotonous.

Feels monotonous
Searching for glimmers of light
In such a dark world.

I’m a ray of sunshine,
Surrounded by dark.
Spreading light,
Hoping it’ll reflect.
Only leaving,
Me upset.

#merp #haiku #poem #poetry #depressed #anxiety #hate #love #self #trying

eF Feb 2019

Hate.

I give myself,
I give it all.
You never notice,
No one ever does.
It’s like the more I give,
The more you’ll take.
The more I love,
The more you hate.

I’ll most likely delete this. It’s not my norm.
It seems like pointless rambling. Just need to stop bottling it up before I explode.
Sorry. Hope you enjoy.

#poem #poetry #depression #love #life #anxiety #hate #self #merp #blah

eF Feb 2019

Misunderstood.

I’m misunderstood
Like torn and scattered pages
From a lengthy book.

I’m not sure if everyone is just vanilla.
Or if I see the world too openly.
But I’m constantly getting put into boxes I don’t feel I ever belonged to be in.

#haiku #poetry #poem #crap #trash #sorry #hate #love #self #blah

eF Jan 2019

Eyes.

Your eyes, they stop time.
Wondering if it happens
When you look at mine.

One day I’ll write more than 3 lines.
Sorry.

#haiku #poetry #depression #love #heartbreak #blah #anxiety #hate #self #life

eF Dec 2018

Christmas.

Christmas is pointless
Since they misinterpreted
Presence for presents.

Hi.
You can’t buy time.
No matter how hard you try.

#haiku #merry #christmas #love #life #hate #happiness #blah #merp #depression