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Doofinity Jun 2015
I dread the bitter taste of nightmares when consuming sleep.
Maybe it's an acquired taste, but I'd rather not be connoisseur.
Doofinity Jun 2015
I hate time with you...
It never lasts long enough.
Together time stands still, yet the day passes within seconds.
Doofinity Jun 2015
Every hour the clock passes I am shaken out of my delirium, sleeplessness... like a time machine landing in a different dark world with each opening of my eyes...I meet myself over and over til sunrise.

A baby crying... Twas right by my ear, I look around and hear only silence.

Where am I... Nowhere is familiar, no sense of home felt, it's scattered.

Pain... Physical, gut wrenching, pass out.

Tears... Deeper pain, the other gut wrench, sobbing uncontrollably, get a grip, just bury it into your pillow.

Emptiness... Something is missing, I am missing, I am missed.

Longing... That hole, so dark, I crave love, I must be delirious.

Turmoil... Synchrony, I am not alone, I must give my love to fill these dark spaces. The delirium is reality
This is not how sunrises should feel.
Doofinity Jul 2015
...
Can you see it? At least it put a smile on your face, if only for a second.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Tired of this work.
I had an escape route in place, but alas it escaped me.
Too soon?
Doofinity Jul 2015
I bet you can't stop, must read to the end because I wrote this for you.
You, yes you, sitting there scrolling through poems. Do you like the style, the words, maybe the message?
Does it call to your mood today, or would you have loved it more yesterday, live it out more tomorrow...
Because it said something, said anything to you?!
Maybe you're looking to relate, or for inspiration.
Maybe you are inspired, but just drawing a blank?
Depressed, in love, happy, mournful, angry, joyous, betrayed or elated?
Doesn't matter...though it ALL matters! Otherwise you wouldn't be doing it, feeling it, denying it, any of it....reading it, hearing it, writing it, singing it...
So you, yes you...don't hover over if you like or don't like enough, you gave and had time to be here, sharing this EXACT moment with me...And all I have to say, is thank you. Thank you for spending one moment with me, making me a little less lonely.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Run your fingers through my hair, down my pediment neck.
Kiss my face, my lips, and find the moon in my eyes.
Run your fingers down my chest, to the cables, pull them ever so gently, lifting my weights to start anew.
Restart my heart, swinging pendulum, with intricate lyre laced from mended pain.
Feel me, as the rhythmic tick-tock of my body resonates from finial to base, my gears smoothly interlocking in motion.
I am alive, you wind me up...
Doofinity Jul 2015
Two lone soldiers,
trudging battlefields of life
At constant frontlines,
facing turmoil and strife
Hearts aged, torn and tattered
beyond their years
Wounded and bloodied
by hurt, angst and fears

Found one another,
weathered, marred and so broken
No encompassing words
could ever be spoken
Brothers in arms,
facing forward to fight
Exchanging protection,
new strengths ignite

With ally to lean on
climbing out of the ditches
Reinforced wills
to overcome darkest pitches
Healing their injuries
with new hopes and virtue
Honor and pride
to each other always true

One could falter,
slip, stumble, waver and fall
Yet each assured his brother
always rise tall
Marching passed all fear
of lost and lonesome night
Never again alone
in journey or plight
Doofinity Jul 2015
I torture myself
watching you leave
until out of view,
Knowing that
walking away
is just as painful
for you.
Doofinity Jul 2015
As I lay me down for sleep,
Know my vow I said I'd keep...

When grim of dream
comes seeping in
And cruelest monsters
scratch my skin
I shall seek safety
I've found in you
Shielded by a love
so sweet and true
I promise to fight
the vexatious dark
And find myself calm
with nary a mark.

So peaceful sleep, please find me now
I close my eyes, heart holding vow
Doofinity Jul 2015
The thirst for perfection leaves no room for true happiness.
Quote of the night, by sweet brother, Bobby.
Doofinity Nov 2015
Never to have
A ring around,
Yet we are
Eternally bound.
No vows made
In ritual spoken,
Our love rooted
Strong and unbroken.
Not hardened by bearing
Commitment or duty,
Rather tenderly gardening
Pure love's beauty.
Unconditional hearts
Forever true.
Thee to me
Mirrors
Myself unto you.
Doofinity Jul 2015
You reach into your chest,
then with hands outstretched,
Offering your bleeding heart for me to savor.

Like a fiend I devour my ration,
each supple bite of primal passion,
Lick every drop from your fingertips, addicted to your flavor.
Doofinity Jul 2015
The pendulum swings, slowing it's beat with each passing hour.
Like ground control readying for launch, counting down until I'm in your arms again...

Five... O'clock somewhere
Four...Pete's sake, get on with it clock!
Three...until we most happy be
Two... much anticipation, if we split the difference, can we get there faster?
One... away, en route, I'll kiss you today
Zero... Time stands still
Doofinity Jun 2015
You came to me as a glimmer of hope in my eyes, making me whole.
The joyous days with you passed in a matter of hours, seemingly seconds, gone.
You exited my world mirroring how you entered...
I felt you part,  tearing through my body, ripping through my being,  
leaving me an empty pile of self on the floor.
Only your silhouette space left in my heart.
I can only hope, with all the will I still cling to...
One day your energy will return to me, a new soul reunited.
Doofinity Aug 2015
Sometimes I have to remind my brain that I'm fine, more than fine. I'm ok...I'm good.

I know better, when dark thoughts consume me...  
The battle between my heart and the hissing whispers of my demons is a bloodbath.
I know better, that my heart is true, and the rest are lies.
But knowing isn't feeling.
I know, yet I find myself huddled in the heavy cloaks of pain and doubt.
I desire comfort, and the layers are so easily wrapped around me, but the shivering fears are never soothed.
I want to stand tall again. I want to feel the fire of my heart warm me.
Again, I know this... I need to stoke the flame, add kindling, fuel to the fire.
I look around, and realize that the only thing to burn are the black blankets and vicious creatures drawing them over me.
If I shove them into the embers, then they'll hiss, but that's not them whispering anymore, that's only air escaping as I watch them ablaze.
I shall rise again, and not just stand, but dance around my fire, warm and content.
Doofinity Sep 2015
Harshest hangover of the heart
Sets in the moment we're apart.
Highly addicted me
Craves another fix of thee.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Soul
like the moon,
wax and wane
thy heartful tune.
Mind
like the sea,
ebb and flow
thy poetry.
Doofinity Jul 2015
I am reborn, my hair like phoenix aflame
The question posed, are carpet and drapes the same?
"Hell never in my life," is what I said
"Unless of course, I were to shave my head."
Doofinity Aug 2015
Ink freckles my fingers
as I scroll quill upon parchment
Creating constellations
reflecting my heart's lament
Love, a single word
written terse
Yet stains the page
with endless verse.
Doofinity Jul 2015
I wish* to be
your *blanket


cloak you with love
in the night

to lull your racing
mind calm

for sweet dreams
to *hold you tight
Doofinity Jul 2015
As a child I had a perfect red balloon.
I took delicate strips of crepe paper,
dipped them with paste, and formed a fragile shell around it.

Growing up, crepe paper turned to newspaper, smudged with ink from words marking time.
Paste was no longer strong enough, so I found glue, and occasional stickers to strategically place over gaps.

Aged on and weathered, the strips of newspaper presented carelessly crumpled and shredded.
Glue was replaced by mud of my tears and settling dust from constant construction. Random gems occupy minor dents to deter the eye.

I've built a paper mache heart, strengthening it as life's hardships pay their respects.
Layers upon layers hardened it to be sturdy and solid.
The balloon deflated long ago, but the structure remains. It's cracked, has holes, but holds a nostalgic beauty like that of a well loved antique rocking horse .

I fear though, my demons look up with hallow eyes from down in the depths,
and see a pinata...eager to beat it for the treasures collected inside.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Tapped from his heart,
fermented his fine wine.
Poured from his lips,
savored sips of his mind.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Sleepless night breaks to dawn of exhaustion, still I rise.
The burdens of pain lock my feet to the ground.
Cowering and cloaked in a robe of sadness.
Deep breath.
Visions of your eyes in my head show reflection of myself, a glimmer of beauty.
I shed the layers of weighted grey.
Hands reaching down with all my strength, pull one foot at a time out of the boots muddied by my tears and trodden soil.
I stand tall, shoulders back.
Hesitant to move I close my eyes,
back to the reflection of yours.
New found courage conjured by your unconditional love.
Exhale.
I step forward wearing hope.
Doofinity Jun 2015
Words put just right make for a pretty visual...
The scene of their reality is pretty messy.
Our tears will mix... like our soul does
Doofinity Jul 2015
The landslide pours around my clambering arms and legs, abrading my flesh with its contents of sharp rocks and broken earth.
I feel my feet slip their traction, and kick my toes into the jagged incline.
Hands losing grip, I claw upward desperately hunting for the slightest finger hold.
Nails shredded, blood from my broken knuckles swirl with the sludge oozing past me.
Mud matted hair and freckled spattered accents are caked across my face.
Eyes blurred with the sting of salt like that of the Red Sea.
Cries stifled for the fear of opening my mouth to be invaded by the waves of agony.
I glance down into the dreaded abyss below.
Unable to discern shapes in the pitch.
A glint of orange, a blink of red, glanced glow of green.
I know they're down there... Echoing sounds of gnashing teeth, and beastly screeches, scraping and scrambling just as frantic as I, but their objective is not escape such as mine.
They want to take me, eat me alive, stuffing their insatiable guts with my raw emotions.
Just one crooked talon hooked into my ankle and I'd become a side of beef at a feeding frenzy.
The unknown faces below radiate ice cold still air toward my feet.
I need to find warmth.
Upward, I reach. This cannot consume me, I will not yield.
I feel the grind of my bones and grit in my wounds, burn in my eyes, taste of bitter dampness, smell the murky bog...It's ******* miserable, but I realize, I am...almost alive.
I refuse to be numb, I allow my pain and fear be my passenger, become my fuel...
My battle is forever unending, but I have seen blue sky before, felt the sun penetrate my skin and warm my body, tasted the sweet air of a serene eve...
There is a place, I know, I can find it again, holding hope.
Just one kind embrace from love and I, the feeble hunted, turn graceful huntress surviving, thriving.
Doofinity Jul 2015
I hear your voices, coming from your heads, like the roaring ocean, as you write your words in waves upon the shore of technological streams.
Your words, ever flowing of emotion and thought, from love and longing to demons and angels. Mused by passion to pain, released from tears to whiskey.
Typed letters like petals of wild flowers in a field on the brink of deep sunset.
No matter who, the yearning, the elated, the cutter, the prophet...all poets singing notes off the tongue in our opera.
The songs, movements and spoken word touch a part of my soul, relating even in the slightest, as we exchange our differences on one grand Broadway.
Tis the most elegant eccentric yet eclectic set beyond the eyes' ability, seen only in a world of our minds.
You, I, we...are here.
As I read your poetry, I am spiraled into another world, grazing upon your heart as you speak.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Restless night now face the day
Cue the master puppeteer
The world doesn't realize they're already facing the zombie apocalypse
Doofinity Jul 2015
I crave,
pressed against the wall,
the fiery passion heightening every sense, yet losing sense of time.
lost in the moment
Doofinity Jun 2015
Self feeding loop

Pain soothed by love
Love gives strength
Strength eases pain
In return gives back love
Love to sooth with...

Both of us so "broke", yet have the richest transactions.
Doofinity Jun 2015
So insane am I that I am perfectly normal. For to be in sane is to be normal.
So why is it you are crazy if you are visiting the wonderful world of sane?
Am I such a loon that this question tickles my mind each day?
I enjoy sane. It's a beautiful land. Nothing matters there.
You can swim in the clouds and lay on the water. It is freedom.
...and yet, the only way to be sane is to join the hustle and bustle of the clockwork world, which eventually sends people insane.
Alas, we are normal, and you are crazy. We are simply visiting sane to catch our breath, and watch you drive yourselves nuts.
We are part of this world called sane.
We are sane... and you my friends, are not.
So what are you? You are crazy, as I said before.
As much as you resist, eventually you will fall in sane...
and join us watching people go nuts as they consider themselves sane.
How could they be sane if they have no idea where it is?
Let alone how they will become a part of it?
Am I confusing you? I'm just merely trying to drive you insane...
The more the merrier down here!
Doofinity Jul 2015
Connection since effection
I constantly crave
Your affection
and your...
Is my predilection giving a direction
To your word selection??

**Upon further reflection
Maybe I have a brain infection
And just need an injection?
Doofinity Jul 2015
You hold me
Upon a pedestal,
Though I tremble from the height.

I know you
will not let me fall,
Yet I still put up a fight.

You love me
unconditional,
Give me hope and confidence .

You show me
I am beautiful,
That I can laugh and sing and dance.

You calm me
with gentle whisper
That I'm meant to be up high.

I realize now
what you strive for
Is just to see me eye to eye.

I love you
no hesitation
As I have from very start.

I show you
My eyes reflection,
For it is mirrored to your heart.
Four poems in one
Doofinity Jul 2015
I'm FINE
****** (up)
Insecure
Neurotic
Emotional
...
Now please, stop asking me.
Doofinity Sep 2015
Though the heart knows what is real,
The mind craves words of how we feel.
I trust my heart with everything I feel for and from you. Silence, mine or yours, leads my mind on a dangerous festering runaway train.
Thank you for EVERY exchange we share.
Doofinity Sep 2015
I'm oddly synchronous
Contently ravenous
Confidently humble
Safely vulnerable
Truth be told
I'm weak yet bold
As I fall
Rising tall.
Doofinity Jul 2015
I said you said I, as our hearts feel synchrony.
Everyday: You're killin' me, Smalls!
...Like minds...like hearts...
Doofinity Jul 2015
Writhing and grasping in rich delight
Flesh on flesh as ecstasy takes flight
Feeling of pain turned to splendid pleasure
Stimulating touch beyond all measure
Dripping sweat purifies supple skin
Steaming the fire that burns within
With arched back basking in a twisted bliss
Thanking sweet lover for passionate kiss
Placed not on the sweetest lips of wine
But where slightest touch is most divine
Wild rapture feeling rise advancing
Hearts beat together as one dancing
Gaze down upon lover meeting transcendent crest
Then tilted head back with joyous scream from the chest
Release
Breathing deeply, taking each other in
Lovers collapse, reveling in their sin
Trembling bodies abate
Divine union of soulmate.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Amazing
Beautiful
Cravings
Desire
Ecstacy
Fantasies
Glistening
He­arts
I
Juxtapose
Knowing
Love
Missing
Now
Only
Passions
Quench
Ra­ging
Souls
Teasingly
Utter
Verbomanias
With
Xenomorphic
Yearning
­Zealousness
Won't you sing along with me?
Doofinity Aug 2015
Our lives seem in the way
of life together everyday.
Doofinity Sep 2015
Tattooed for moments of remembering
Marred and scarred from moments of regret
Stretch marked maps showing growth and healing
Freckled from basking until sunset

Lined highways from laughter and crying
Wrinkled from time that's not done yet
My body aged by all of life's trying
Spatters and brushstrokes of my soul's portrait

Some by choice and others not
The abstract piece of who is me
Painted fires of life and love yet forgot
Through others eyes find peace in my beauty.
Doofinity Oct 2015
From day one we started
merged paths, never be parted
X
Connection beyond anything dreamed of
Our souls found eternal love
X
Sovury Eiffel
______
200
Sense only to us, happy day!
Doofinity Jul 2015
Rush or wait, love or hate
Commit or betray, leave or stay
Fulfill or tease, flirt or please
Be strong or be weak, be humble or be chic
Embrace or isolate, **** hard or *******
Listen or confide, shine or hide
Deny or accept, withdraw or connect
Speak or write, falter or fight
Crumble and grow
Ebb and flow
Laugh and cry
Live not die
Let go to hold tight
Be wrong to be right...
Doofinity Jul 2015
I was doing so well!
That's what the screams in my head screeched as I wept.
I have been honest and open
regardless of my demons that crept.
I've bargained and plead with great courage and might,
to accept loving allies and friends in my fight.
I have held it together, striking fears in the face,
Stood tall with arms outreached though I felt running in place.
It took one head-on heartfelt conversation,
for my triumphant steps forward morphed to tormented contemplation.
Thousands of words streamed into my head,
I need to release the storms brewing or my soul be dead.
I sat at my piano, eyes closed letting my flow take flight,
I can't go another day with the hauntings of sleepless night...
I played, and cried, as slowly the voices subside...
And it hit me...
**** this, grab a spoon, where's the nutella?!
...And to all a good night!
Truth be told I eat my nutella off a knife, but in poetic form Twould sound like end of life.
I am far from done!
Doofinity Aug 2015
Sapiosexual
mating game of *mind

Intellectual foreplay so
intertwined
Twisted together
by mysterious fate
Destined collision
darkened hearts conjugate
Melded souls tango and sway
lost wildly enraptured
Intoxicated on passions
never before captured
Embracing uncharted taction
of tantalizing tongue
Licking fantasy to
reality of song unsung.
Doofinity Aug 2015
I thought my puzzle was completed,
until I found you.
Doofinity Aug 2015
I crave caressing taction of words spilled from tantalizing tongue.
Couldn't escape the fun combo from my
Mind F#ck
Doofinity Jun 2015
In your eyes I found myself home.
You stoked the fire, relit my strength.
Soul reborn by the warmth, brandished on my arm a new gauntlet of courage.

Mere seconds later I was pummeled into the throes of war, fighting self fray.
You stood behind me, giving me armour forged from pain and love.

Without you, I'd be lain weak in loss.
Yet I rise from the darkness...
Heart replenished and wearing hope.
Doofinity Jul 2015
With you, peaceful dream, breathing underwater
Apart, holding my breath.
Doofinity Jul 2015
I

Crave

For your

Unleashed beast

Your primal passions

To pin my wrists above my head

Press me against the wall, kiss me hard and steal my breath

Leave no space between, flesh to flesh, ******* neck, trace my pulse, slice through my gasps with your tongue...
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