Here I go again
Putting my heart on my sleeve
I've done this so many times
Without learning from the past
I get what I want
Then they leave me behind
I can't put up a show
Pretending to be happy
Here I go again
I've fallen into the abyss
Of depression and sadness
The pieces of my heart around me
I got what I want
But I'm left broken... again
Once more, they turn their backs
On me, leaving me with my tears.
Here I go again
Wallowing in madness
My heart has been shattered
Yet again, I'll duct tape it.
Can someone fix me
I want to be whole again
Let me be in one piece
Let me be whole again.
Here I go again
Picking myself up
Trying to be strong
Trying to carry on
I got what I want
Forget the rest
Put a fake smile on my face
When inside, I'm shattering to pieces.
written: 10-13-10