A lost soul in this desolate world. Constantly wandering around searching for a place to dwell. Darkness surrounding me stripping me of my sight, relying only on my other senses. Ignoring my heart as it pulls at me. Begging for me to follow. But my hands are gripping tight at the safety. Comfortably living in this box. Never knowing what is out there.

The smallest strip of light touches my exposes skin. Caressing it's virginity with the utmost respect. Pleading for more exposure, craving the warmth and comfort of this newfound glory. Only to be denied at the convincing mind if danger, preying and feeding on fear.
Locked away in the darkness.

Somewhere around here,
There's a heartless *****.

Watch out for her

She's fine as ****.

Her words spoke to me something fierce.
"Can you get your **** together and just love me?"

Bel esprit,
You my dear are something worth a lifetime
I long for my hands to be grimy with every bit of you
Soaked with every emotion you feel
Cover me up with your fiery embers of pain
Fill me up with passion
Make me scream your name without a touch
**** me until you moan because we've melted as one
Pin me down showing me, telling me, "you're mine"
Claw my back like you were carving our initials into an old oak tree
Because baby girl, I will forever be yours.

I want to become defenseless to you.
No walls, no hidden emotions, just me.
Just you and I, lying on your bed, talking, things that I have drowned with my bare hands because I couldn't face it anymore.
Excavate my burial grounds with you fine hands,
I want to show you the dirtiest, grimiest parts of me.
I want you to know that I am not afraid, not afraid of what could or could not happen between us.
I want you to believe that there is no part of me unseen.
Exposing every inch of my body to your piercing eyes

I'm covered in the paint of our emotions
I've let you do whatever you wanted,
Painting any picture you wanted to see
Our bodies pressed against each other
Because you wanted to see yourself on me
You laughed at your pun,
Your hands grabbing like child snatching their favorite toy
Selfishly taking all of me
Colliding our minds and body, creating a splatter of majestic colors
But never once did you touch my heart, I asked why that was,
you said you liked it the way it was.

Lying here, breathless and dazed
I'm listening to the symphony of your heart, its blissful collection of beats
There are no words to be spoken,
Our bodies have recited the most beautiful of poems.
There isn't only eloquence with us,
We had our moments of raw ****** passion,
Both predators hunting our prey,
Controlling as if it was our last meal,
The sensual fight we had,
The perfection of our encounter.
The hunter and the hunted, we both play the roles so well

It's too much for me to handle. Boiling over my sides. Hitting me. Cutting me deeper with its jagged edges. The pain is too hard to handle alone. But I am standing here, people ready to listen. I can't speak a word because when I do that, my fire will catch everything around me. Mass destruction. It will **** all around me. I'd rather die alone than take everyone with me.