Temporarily content
for once the tears have subsided
Though eventually my mind goes back
to being hopelessly misguided
Involuntarily thrown
into a dark pit of despair
A broken smile and a broken spirit
that I seem unable to repair
A strong keen intellect hidden
behind a melancholy haze
Vibrant, sparkling, engaging eyes
become a blank vacant gaze
Running from the suffocation
it finally caught up to me
Darkness swarming in my mind
now every bad thought ***** with me
The rareness of my tears set in
and everything goes black
I'm in my own gloomy bubble
where depression slowly attacks
Now all that seems to be left of myself is a
foggy obscure apparition
An empty shell of nothingness
who is losing all ambition
Depression, Anxiety, insomnia and more...
it seems I've made a custom combination
I'm a fuzzy headed ****** up mess
I've concluded through my observation