دema flutter

دema flutter Feb 2018

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I wonder what I am to you, just another gatsby girl?

دema flutter Feb 2018

special

At first,
I thought you
were special
because you made
my heart play
beautiful melodies,
it turns out that
my heart is the
special one
because it plays
beautiful melodies.

#heart #me #you #special #beauty #beautiful #play

Jan 2018

empty seas

sometimes

sometimes
i want to
s c r a t c h  m y  s k i n  o f f
peel it off my body
in a desperate attempt
to set free the
self-hatred and anxiety

sometimes
i want to
t a k e  a  k n i f e  t o  m y  f a t
carving it away
shaping my body
into something
that won't disgust me

sometimes
i want to
s t a r t  o v e r
take an unforgiving blade
to the girl i used to be
run away until my lungs burst
and i'm finally set free

#selfhatred #anxiety #selfharm

دema flutter Jan 2018

what is it?

I  don't  know
    if last summer
           was a mistake,
a self-discovering journey,
                                       or both.

#lastsummer #thoughts #confusion #summer #regrets #journey

دema flutter Jan 2018

what is the path?

I don't know
of any paths
that would
lead to you

#paths #you #idk

دema flutter Jan 2018

nonsense dreams

I keep having dreams of you,
and they're absolute nonsense,
well,
you're absolute nonsense,
please let me be,
leave my dreams be
nonsense, but without you in them.

Kind of have been dreaming about a person for months now.. and I hate it. Nothing makes sense, why are you in my dreams?

#dreams #nonsense #you #withoutyou