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DeadMan Dec 2015
Acknowledging bliss
Uncharacteristically
Enjoying just me.
DeadMan Mar 2015
Sometimes? You give in.
That anger finally wins.
That fire stops to hurt
and even feels great.
That all you can muster?
is hate for another.
Be someone else's mother
or a long since dead brother
even that guy who couldn't
keep it in his pants, and
the liars and the fakes,
the people? who only take.
Yes, sometimes?
That fire feels great.
I don't know why my phone put it as pant's not pants...
DeadMan Mar 2015
I can't today.
Even in my dreams.
Are you done watching me?
I'm tearing apart at the seams.
Can you please stop taunting me?
Could you ever stop haunting me?
With  a face and laugh,
I can't remember....
I just can't do this today.
DeadMan May 2015
I think that I'm  submitting.
That maybe? I am quiting.
That I am tired of the taunting
That this is just so daunting
Maybe I am unhinged?
That I finally flinched.
Sleep is what I dread.
No longer comfortable
in my head.
DeadMan Mar 2015
You taunt me
While I am awake.
You haunt me
While I dream.
How could you've
Been this mean?
My peace was never
For you to take.
DeadMan Mar 2015
Oh god.
I think this is it
The sun is out
And for a change?
It feels good on
My skin.

Oh god.
what's that sound?
The birds are singing.
And for a change?
It's not crushing
My soul.

My demons
All seem to be
Hiding away this day
And for a change?
I find myself
smiling .
DeadMan Mar 2015
Aches and pains hurting.
Family abandons us.
Disappointingly.
DeadMan Mar 2015
What it feels like?
Since my birth is
that I've been cursed.
My family tree? Might
just be the worst.
That, that twisted tree?
Was never worth it's
Seed. It tries to
strive but has only
seen hard times.
That family? is just
a word. Truly, I've
seen their worst.

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