Danielle Bluejay

Danielle Bluejay Apr 2015

Have I made the right decision?
Or have I fallen down the rabbit hole?
Did I recklessly put the keys in the ignition,
When I clearly shouldn't be driving?
[The road will swallow you whole]

Did we jump the gun too quickly?
Did we sign up for this too soon?
Unknowingly signing our lives away,
when the flower's not ready to bloom?

I'm starting to question the decisions I've made,
But now I'm afraid it's just a moment too late.

We can't turn back now,
I guess it's time to put the car in drive,
And hope that we make it out alive
[I hope we make it out alive]

The drinking and driving this is a metaphor, fyi. Don't drink and drive friends :)

Danielle Bluejay Apr 2015

The Cave

I won't cave
this time around
I've done it enough
and simply
refuse
to live and deal with this abuse
that is dragging
me
down
to the depths of madness
into the abyss alongside Alice
down the rabbit hole
except
there's no way
out
this time around.

Danielle Bluejay Jan 2015

zombie

I smoke my cigarette in the dark
as music sofly caresses my soul
and I prepare for the days ahead
This seems to be a ritual, almost
while thoughts spill from their darkest corners
and smoke dances around my bed
I have come to the conclusion
that I am not unhappy, just unfulfilled
The nicotine seems to sooth my brain
As it kisses goodbye the cells it kills
The orange of the ash will eventually fade
And I drift to sleep to then awaken to day

#sad #life #zombie

Danielle Bluejay Dec 2014

I love you more than the moon

Oh, how I wish you knew
That you're my favorite,
Then comes the moon.

"I love you more than the moon"
*"I love you more than anything"

#love #moon #happiness

Danielle Bluejay Sep 2014

A year from yesterday (love poem)

Nine months ago yesterday,
you kissed me for the first time
and you playfully asked,
“Aww you like me?”
I tried to hide my blushing cheeks
and sheepish smile
underneath your bed sheets
as I whispered the word “maybe"
“Well, I like you too”
And that was the start
of something wonderful

Six months ago yesterday
we were lying in your bed
and you said,
“I think I might love you”
Little did you know that I
was already head over heels
for you, too
And that was the start
of something magnificent

A year from yesterday
I don’t know
exactly where we’ll be,
But I can only hope
that I’ll still be with you,
and you with me

love notes for my boyfriend xoxo

#love #kiss #hope #maybe #note #wonderful #magnificent

Danielle Bluejay Sep 2014

Luna

Sometimes I’ll look up
and thank the moon
just for showing her face
But just like anyone,
We all have
our dark days

#love #moon #dark #luna #moonchild

Danielle Bluejay Sep 2014

Love

It's not all rainbows and butterflies, babe
But I'm willing to tread the water

#love #butterfly #water #butterflies #rainbow #rainbows #babe #tread