deeplyhollowed

deeplyhollowed Aug 2015

Guiltless and free
Oh, how happy I am today
Or should I say, everyday?

Please continue to be with me everyday of my life. I know, I will still make mistakes, but I also know that You'll be there to understand. I will not take advantage of Your kindness and love. That's why, I will do my best to honor and think about You in every thing that I will do. I will always try my best to consider Your feelings because I want to be with You forever.

*Lord, You are my forever!

A thousand times I failed, still Your mercy remains. Should I stumble again, still I'm caught in Your grace. Everlasting Your light will shine when all else fades. Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame. My heart and my soul, I give You control. Consume me from the inside out. (Inside Out by Hillsong)

#love #life #free #forever

deeplyhollowed Aug 2015

Cry of my heart

Drifting away from You is not a good decision at all.*
Please, help me go back to Your presence again.
I can't live without You. I feel really empty inside.
Please, renew the right Spirit within me.
I am fully aware that I am not who I used to be.
Help me go back to those moments when You and I were super close.
I miss You so much! I have totally abandoned You and I regret doing that. Can we have those bonding moments again? Please!
You know I love You, right?
It's just that I was too focused on other meaningless stuff that I thought would bring happiness. But, I have realized that You alone can bring real happiness.
I'm sorry, Lord! I have been unfaithful, selfish and proud. Now, I would like to rekindle my relationship with You. Let me feel that You still love me. Please! I love you!
Thank You for sending Your son to die on the cross for me.
Jesus, thank you for the sacrifice! I love You! Amen.

Blinded by worldly stuff.
Your words, I gave up.

#prayer #life #hope #thoughts

deeplyhollowed Aug 2015

Missed

The moon lit through the glass window
As she reminisced her past sorrow
The feelings that were long gone
Creeped back to her mind
And once again she was reminded that everything was done

As she was about to cry
The moon started to die
Thick clouds surrounded the beautiful moonlight
Darkness overtook the light
And she wasn't able to see the perfect sight

Stop grieving about the past and start seeing the beautiful picture you have NOW. Don't miss any good opportunity just because you are too busy thinking of what happened. Think about what is happening. Enjoy your life every day.

#life #missing #reminisce #opportunities #enjoying

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

Disparity

When I thought of you...
                                                                Sun started shining
                                                                Stars started blinking
                                                                Rainbow started showing

                                                   Now...

When I think of you...**
                 Rain starts pouring
             Thunder starts rolling
      Dark cloud starts building

Gone are the colorful days with you. Everything is different now.

#memories #past #reminiscing

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

Your Fan

You're a budding star
And all I could do is watch you from afar

Fan dilemma. CKW!

#love #thoughts #white #kent #fan #corey

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

Hope

Crushed and broken
But it's not yet the end
Life goes on
Try to move on
It may take forever
But you'll gonna get there

I have realized that bitterness will do no good to me. It's time to chase the rainbow of my life.

#life #hope #on #rainbow #moving

deeplyhollowed Jul 2015

but...

Tough on the outside
       but trampled inside
Tearless
     but bleeding
Broken
     but smiling

Who would have known
  that it is hard to move on?

I am not myself. I am someone else.

#broken #hurt #on #trying #smiling #moving