No one's there when you needed a hand,

No one's there for you to listen and understand.

They loathed and turned away when they knew your sin,

No one's there with you when you feel like crashing In.

You saw a blade and grin,

Blood dripped off, You can't feel the pain.

Maybe that is end of your battle on fitting in,

Cause whatever you do, they will never let you in.

I smile
and laugh
to hide
those
sadness
I feel
inside.

Every lie, takes me one step closer to you.
I don't know what draws me to you.
Your smile, your hair, you lips,
or maybe it's your eyes.
That telling me that I'm yours and you're mine.

Maybe I'm pretending about all this,
But my heart aches about everything I could miss.
My plan back fired on me,
But what could I do?
Will I still tell more lies, just to stay close to you?

I don't know saying goodbye is hard,
Until I met you.
It's like, giving up my present and future,
at the same time --- I could die.

But remember this, my love.
I lied, yes --- so many times.
But behind those lies, my feelings we're true.
That out of all those words I said, don't forget that I love you.

I throw the penny
with a heavy heart,
on wishing well,
I prayed so hard.
I wanted to be happy,
but it's hard, you see.
I have everything,
yet I'm not at peace
and free.

You conquered my heart,
own and keep it.

But I never wanted to be
                   kept,
        I never wanted to be
                       conquered
             All I wanted is to be
                                   love.