There would never be a King, if there was not a Queen.

DC

What do I have on this empty white surface
This wordless page mocks my pen
There is no life, there is no death
There is only... (dot, dot, dot)

Emotionless indifference pulled to the unknown
A course not yet plotted
A map, as yet, undrawn
Precision of thought can't connect the dots
There is only... (dot, dot, dot)

No fear or apprehension
A new world awaits
The first step, a new life
Still, there is an unwritten story
And I am mocked by this empty white page
There is only... (dot, dot, dot)

Sometimes depression looks like you
Depression can look like me
it can also look like nothing
Depression is not something you see

Swimming in brackish waters off of Helsinki thinking
These waves are very high and very frequent I felt ****
(I hoped it was ****) brush at my feet then something rough
Scraped against my thigh as my breast stroke failed
To keep my head held high and slightly salty water went
Into my mouth and across my eyes and I stopped

Treading water long enough to rush one hand over my face to clear
Things up and kept telling myself as I swam further out no
There's no sharks in the Baltic what you felt
Must've been **** or a rock and even

This far away a thing
Can touch you

And you're never really sure
What it is

If I was to tell you a secret, could you keep it.
If I was to tell you a lie, could you let it ride.

If I was to give you my heart, could it be a start.
If I was to tell you I love you, could you hug me.

If I was to cry, would you think I was shy.
If I was to be sad, would you think I was bad.

The things that I say, the things that I do.
I want you to know they were all about you.

The love from our past, will always last.
The life we had, went so fast.......

I want you to know, your in my heart.
And our memories together will never be lost.

I wish you happiness and I wish you love
These feelings I hold will never grow old old

I just wanted to say thank you for the memories.
And thank you for sharing part of your life with me.

#LOVE