I used to like you, a lot.
My heart soared when you called my phone
My eyes bulged when you texted me five years later
And you called me gorgeous
Something I’ve heard so many times but it only mattered when
You said it
To me
And I thought that those feelings were gone
And I suddenly can’t tell if it’s because you’re back or if they never went away
I’m missing you
But at the same time I’ve forgotten everything we did
It’s like I pushed it to the back of mind
And somehow it got lost
And it’s come all back to haunt me
My brain hurts
With those feelings
From 2013
Because the feelings I have for you now
In 2017
Don’t feel the same
So should I even try?
Where’s your head?
Why can’t you focus?
Why can’t you decide?
Why won’t you just understand
That he’s not it
And you’re better off alone
He’s just a reminder of everything
You could never be
Someone’s lover
Someone’s everything

I may
be soft
but at least
I’m not
afraid
of my own
skin.

Can you even imagine how powerful I'd be if I loved myself even half as much as I wish you loved me?

he looked perfect
sprawled across the bedding
watching her walk across the room
slowly
methodically
taking him in
from where his hands ran through his hair
as his chest rose with every breath
to the muscles across his body
and his legs dangling off the bed
as he gave her a devilish grin
waiting for her to come closer
he looked perfect
and she stopped in her tracks

s.s

they always say
not to touch the art
but looking at him
how could you keep your hands off
something so enticing

s.s