Im only very young and my life us just beginning.But I go to school in shapleigh a small school.And one day while eating breakfast in the cafê a boy around my age walks in and next thing i know i ask him out and we are dating then i find out he likes soccer and i would always play a game with him and then i found out the sad and hard to deal with part.He was cheating on me,I'd liked him so much i was heartbroken.To get him back for it I dumped him and he never got me back.

Contemplate
the nickname
"Piston Tongue"
and if it doesn't make you
weak in the knees,
quiver a tiny bit,
then you're not thinking
deep enough.

It's like memory lane filled with childhood and matriurity but without the memories I grew up with strict parents and harsh neighbors my life wasn't fun and after years of torture and hatred I don't know if I can return to this neighborhood this life again. I don't believe I can survive another thought of this house

Roses are red violets are blue I don't know if I still can love you but I do!


Hey people I'm back I know it has been forever but I have been sooooooo busy but I misssed yall and I hope you missed me my heart is always with you guys I'm back!

Boys they're everywhere
Boys some are good
Boys some are bad
Boys sometimes they break hearts
But boys can also heal one....

Sit down and give your attention
I need all of it, now
I am not asking for a lot here...
But I need your everything

Give up on the tremendous mountains in your sternum
Let go of the abuse
Clear your octopus ink mind
Get better grade on the district assessment

They are watching me bleed for you
I have given up on state expectations
Built a castle for these students of mine
Clearing a safe environment in the moment

Preparing you with the proper armor to fight for yourself someday
Take this sword imprinted with my words
Protect yourself
Fight for something worth it

She got drunk on Monday I know son
I just need you to do better
She hit me on Tuesday, I know son
Please just finish your assignment

I can't
I don't know how
I have not eaten in 2 days
You have no idea

Teachers are white blood cells
Expected to fight bacteria and show victorious statistics
With none of the time and less of the understanding
Maybe the bacteria looks different than we really thought

Our own immune system is causing fires
Putting unrealistic expectations upon our jobs
Too many students not enough teachers
Too many tests not enough love

We working organs in a bodies coma
Working without the recognition
Hoping to keep the system alive
Creating chances for our students to change the future someday

This is real love it is known to all and liked by all
This real love is like it isn't real but yeah it is it's love
This real love is the death of me both killing my soul and me
This real love is cherished when given and cried for when begged
This real love is insane it is wanted and is needed it is hurt and worth it
This real love is true and alike it is here and enjoyed it is special and lovely
This real love is truthfully real and wanted and needed and cherished and loved and alike and real
This love is real
This life is real
This love is true
This love is believable
This love is for sure absolutely truthfully cherished and *real for sure

It wasn't Really thought through
That momEnt changed
Altogether eVer feeling
Cascaded, rEations  of
What was kNown, regret
Was stained,naGging within,
It wasn't revengE it was a foolish moment, now regret.

I am now starting to express more of my feelings in more of my poems
give me advice on what in my life i should writ about!!


thank you bye


         love,
           T-Gold

The instant I am away from you,
I can feel your absence.

Where your hand was on my hand,
When your fingers were laced with mine,
I feel where your hand was supposed to be
And the spaces between my fingers that are now left empty.

I want you with me so I don't have to feel your absence.
I look at you because I know there will be a day where I won't be able to see you anymore.
Whether I must shut my eyes to say goodbye as you love another, or when you have exhaled a breath where inhaling doesn't come next.

So as I lay here without you,
I am missing you.
But I am not sad,

I am simply feeling where you're supposed to be.

Listen to this one thing
If you learn nothing from me

Please learn this

You are worth more than your price tag
One day you will be a mountain
A force to be reckoned with
The scars of your past dont predict your future child

Please learn this

Knowledge is power
But they don't know that yet
So power up with your charged haunches
Spring yourself out of this village

Please don't learn this

Helplessness
Let got of it
Don't wear it like a bronze metal
Apathy and irony hanging on your chest

Please learn this

A man leads by example
Choose your next words wisely
Think before you unleash your palms
She does not deserve it

You are only my student for 9 months
Then I am off to who knows where
But please
Learn this one thing from me

You are better
than the broken branches of your family tree
So act like it

I'm fine. I promise. Please don't worry about me.