The new me. (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Dec 2015

Bunhead17

Out of all the guys I have ever dated
you were the best one.
When you asked me for something
and I said no you didn't keep pushing...
You never once asked me to send you a ****
Why is that...?
I wanna say that you were different
but I don't know that for sure
so instead i'll say that there was something
special about you,
Something I didn't understand; but I liked it
....... I knew it wouldn't last though,
I don't know why I got so attached.....
You deserve someone great,
someone who loves you just the way you are,
someone who brings you happiness,
You deserve someone thats the best cause you're the best.....
I hope you find that someone.

I know that you gonna see this but I don't care. I'm NOT writing this in hopes to get you back....even if I was I know that I would never get you back for two reasons...
--Just expressing some thoughts :)

Dec 2015

Bunhead17

The same old song (Draft)

I thought you were different then the rest...
I swear I loved him,
but i'm sure that he doesn't care.
I've moved on to the next,
I thought he would have been the best...
but it was just the same old song.
I decided to see what guys
in other countries were like...
they're the same old song.
They are just some emotional teens,
i'm emotional too
thats why I keep dating them.
Maybe I should try dating someone happier then.
...........

Title inspired by The Weeknd <3 #XO #Ithoughtwrong

Dec 2015

Bunhead17

Can't bring me down By: Nikiah Evans & Falen

Your words can't hurt me anymore.
Nothing you ever say or do will hurt me.

I've become a stronger women,
now it's time for you to become a man.

You can't bring me down.
You keep talking to me like i'm dumb
You treat me like a five-year old.
But if you think thats how you should talk to me or anyone then, you're the dumb.

*You can't bring me down
because I'm going to keep my head up high,
you don't have the right to talk to me like that
if you talk to me that way
you must the dumb one in town.

This was my lil cousins idea I just followed. :)
Im the italic and she's the bold.
Copyright 2015

Dec 2015

Bunhead17

I am in love with all of you.

I am in love with
your smile.
I am in love with
your voice.
I am in love with
your body.
I am in love with
your laugh.
I am in love with
your eyes.
*I am in love with you, Dakota

For my bae. :)

Dec 2015

Bunhead17

Reflection

Your the other half of me.
You're just like me,
you like what i like
you been where i've been
you're my reflection.
Why can't you be more clear
my thoughts are cloudy
and my heart is so crowded.
If you're my reflection
then you must know what it's like to
feel alone all your life,
you know what it's like to feel useless.
You have the potential to do anything
I should know since
you're my reflection.*
When I look at you its like looking at me,
all that pain and misery
You want attention, you want to feel useful
I get it because i'm exactly like you except,
...................
you're a guy and i'm a girl
but You and I can help each other

I'm your reflection too.
#Wildflower

Dec 2015

Bunhead17

(Early) New Years Resolution (Top 14)

Forgive more
  Apolgize more
    Discover something new
         Find love & happiness
            Find out who I am
                Stop second guessing myself
                        Be nicer & Do something nice for someone
                             Stop regretting
                                    Learn french
                                         Learn how to save money
                                             Conquer my fears
                                                     Learn to drive & Get a job
                                                           Have the best sweet 16!
                                                                 **Stick to resolutions

Dec 2015

Bunhead17

About Me (Bio- Non Poem)

Name: Falen Acon
Residence: San Diego California
Age: 15 (almost 16)
Birthday: Jan 4, 2000 (Capricorn)
School: Don't worry about it!
Grade: 10th (Sophomore)
Class Of: 2018
Favorite Color: Ballet Pink, Gun Metal Gold and Burgundy
Favorite Flower: Wild Flowers, Roses & Sunflowers
Hobbies: Dancing and Poetry
Favorite Food: Pizza
Favorite Drink: Strawberry and Root Beer Soda
Favorite Dessert: Ice Cream (Shakes) (any flavor)
Happy Place (place that makes me happy): Beach or Dance Studio
Career Path: Professional Dancer
Lucky Day: Saturday
Lucky Number: 3
Favorite Number: 7
Friends: Christan Zeal, Elsa Angelica and Drevon Young
Goals: Find true love, Find happiness and Travel World
Favorite Artists: Lana Del Rey, The Weeknd, Drake, PartyNextDoor, Post Malone, ILoveMakonnen, Rae Sremmurd, RDGLDGRN, Kyle, A.$.A.P Rocky, G-Eazy and Zayn Malik
Celebrity Crushes: Zayn Malik, Justin Bieber, RED (from RDGLDGRN) and Steph Curry (GSW)
Favorite NBA Team: Golden State Warriors (GSW)
Favorite NFL Team: North Carolina Panthers
Favorite MLB Team: Chicago Cubs
Favorite College Football Team: LSU Tigers
Favorite Nascar Driver: Kasey Kahne
Future College: Texas State University (TSU) or Something :)
Future Sorority: Delta Sigma Theta (DST) /_\

Heres some fun facts about me. Enjoy!

#wanderlust #facts #keeppounding

Nov 2015

Bunhead17

The Real Her (draft)

The real her..............
Likes to laugh
shes very nice and understanding
she belives in second chances;
love at first sight;
Fighting for what you believe in;
equal rights for all
shes the one you can get high with;
stay up all night sitting outside talking to
The real her is fragile
Shes insecure about her beauty
If i tell you alittle secret, do you promise to keep it....
The real her is not as tough as she looks
The real her will never say it but she needs her dad

..............
I am the real her
I've stayed in the dark for so long
that no one even noticed that I was gone

Draft. Not a poem. ♡

#words #wanderlust #realher

Nov 2015

Bunhead17

The new me (draft) not exactly a poem

No more lies
no more fake ****
no more hate
The old me is dead
the new me is ...
completely honest
One hundred percent real
More apologetic
more understanding
more loving
more forgiving

Sep 2015

Arcassin B

"Step-dad (So Called) Pt.1"

By Arcassin Burnham

Fixing to be a dead man,
But you're a dead beat,
Thought you'd learned something by now,
But you ain't hearing me,
Can't hide from the truth,
Swear that you could provide,
Thinking your the truth,
But your a lie,
Just a lying ******* in disguise,
Don't hide your head lil' boy,
To the streets you a toy,
To be played with and controlled,
I will always avoid,
Ignorance is in the room,
The devil won't protect you,
But you ain't hearing me,
Keep laughing,
Trying to be the good Samaritan,
Your own family wouldn't want any
Strikes on them,
And I don't blame them,
Hoping the Lord could save them,
You're no man,
Your no provider,
You're a ******* crook mixed with a
Scared little liar,
Boy want nothing to do
With the stupid activities you do,
And all the people that hang around you,
I just keep a hit list or two,
So please don't try me you sorry excuse,
From you claim to be,
Nobody has respect for you.

**** shame !!!

#poetry #truth #mom #dad #real #raw #creative #talent #poetic

Mar 2015

Arcassin B

"Your Lips (Touched Mine)" (taken from my Lp)

By Arcassin Burnham

Purple lipstick,
Gone in a flash,
Got me feeling lucid,
High like purplehash,
Top ramen noodle,
Nothing much to eat,
But I remember you,
And the roses peak,

coming down,
Come alive in the garden,
coming down,
Come alive in the garden,
coming down,
Come alive in the garden,
coming down,
Come alive in the garden,
coming down,
Come alive in the garden,
coming down,
Come alive in the garden,
coming down,
Come alive in the garden,
coming down,
Come alive in the garden,

Your lips,
Vacant in the back of my mind,
When I got to you,
I wasn't wasting time,
When they touched mine,
I was based love,
Hating you wouldn't exist,
If had knew I was in love.........

The Lp is titled LIFE S-A-V-E-R coming April 2nd

#life #alone #lips #saver #recentment

Mar 2015

Arcassin B

"The Right Way" (The Right Way Ep)

By Arcassin Burnham

We only got one life,
Live it right,
You better live it the right way

I live in a neighborhood,
Where everyone knows everyone,
Sometimes you wanna lose touch,
You won't have to get along with everyone,
Angels and demons,
Fight over my soul everyday,
And when its due,
We all gotta get ready for judgment day,
That way,
Nobody else will be able to,
Learned all your sins with a ruler and acrylic tooth,
But no need to get all religious,
Was born and on a mission,
To teach you everything I know,
Through poetry and decisions,
Sometimes I think I have no purpose,
My brains and memories are slaughtered,
But the only thing in my life that I think is worth it,
Is that I always wanted a cute little baby daughter,
My life.

We only got one life,
Live it right,
You better live it the right way.

Thanks for read my ep guys it means a lot :)

#ending #march #2015 #ep #therightway

Jan 2015

Arcassin B

"Two Spirits Greeting"

by Arcassin Burnham

I swear you,
Make it easy,
I wanna be the one you call from work,
And complain about your assistant manger,
Saying Shes a ***** and freebie,
Making promises you cant keep,
In advance,
When you say you wanna meet me,
But your cars never outside my house,
Making promises you cant keep,
In advance,
When you say you wanna meet me,
But your cars never outside my house,
But i don't repeat myself,
Get your *** over here,
And bring your body,
So that I could help myself.

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#regret #cuddles #****** #problems