It's ok to be psycHOTic.

Sep 2015

Neex

~~This Ocean That's Being Created~~

Been drowning in this sea of depression,
And losing you only made it deeper.

I don't know how to make it stop,
I need you.

#cant #this #him #anymore #know #dont #take

Sep 2015

Mysterious Aries

Taste of Life

"I love it... well done... " I've said
Upon reading another tormented poesy
The rope, gun and blade
Kissed every neck, head and wrist with gravity

"Nicely penned" I've said and clicked the vote
As shared my leisure time for an inspirational poetry
About love, peace and hope
Intended to those whose life was so cloudy

I always appreciate poetry of all kinds
Each taste of life was beautifully written there
Poet must be praised no matter what's inside his mind
Applaud even their works were rants and cursed into the air

To let go what we think about life
We all have different points of view
Who am I to judge if their pencil turned into a rainbow or a knife
I've only tasted the life that I've chewed

One thing about the taste of life that I know
That the aroma of happiness
And the flavor of sorrow
Was sprinkled among the rest...

Written: February 9, 2015 at 5:00 pm

Mysterious Aries

#poet #life #poems #inspirational #express

Sep 2015

KarmaPolice

Reflection

Upon reflection,
I see the past,
Stained with tears,
On broken glass,

Years of pain,
And near despair,
Kept fragile shards,
Beyond repair,

Mirrored soul,
Shows the cracks,
Historic scars,
Panic Attacks,

Mind resides,
In contemplation,
Picking apart,
The situation,

Finding solace,
In desperation,
Triggered grief,
Upon ones reflection.

#battle #ptsd #history #mentalhealth

Sep 2015

Talula

Done With You

You left me
To drown in my tears
You said if I called
You'd always be here
So where were you when I called out your name
You'll never realize
That you caused me so much pain
But I like the feeling in my veins
I love when your name is stuck in my brain
I love you
Do you love me too?

you put me thru
So much
I can't explain
I gave you my heart
You threw it away
Yet I love you more everyday
Boy I love you
Why won't you love me too
This feeling that flows thru my veins
It hurts
But I don't mind the pain

I wanted only you
But you broke me
When you said we were through
I tried so hard
I wasn't good enough
Even though you don't feel the same
I still want to feel your touch

Sometimes it took all my strength
Just to get through
Another day
But all the pain
You put me through
Made me stronger
So much stronger
Did you think I'd die without you
Better off without you...

Now your the one that's
Asking me to stay
Your the one that's in excruciating pain
Now you say you love me too
But I'm afraid
It's too late...
Cause you left me all alone
To drown in my tears
You said if I called
You'd always be here

Boy I loved you
But you threw my love away
Boy I wanted you
But you didn't want me to stay
Now I'm done with you
And your begging on your knees
But I'm sorry
Your way to late
Finally this princess
By herself
She escaped

Because you left me alone
To slowly die away
I only wanted you to stay
But I should've known
Right from the start
You didn't own
A human heart
So I'm done chasing

I don't even know why
I even hoped
I guess I wasn't expecting hurt
But now its over
Yeah we're through
No more "I love you's"
You the best liar
I ever knew
But now I'm done with you
Done with you

Compliments of my old song book

Sep 2015

Sam Stone Grenier

Bottle It Up

There was a bottle
that she knew of, which
she filled to the brim.

Sep 2015

Sam Stone Grenier

Untitled

this is how you do it
i breathe through
the nose

Sep 2015

Kripi

Will You Be Mine?

I spend too much time thinking about
Who you are supposed to be
You are like the air I breathe
Oh what you have done to me

Your eyes and smile
The best they shine
Wait a while
They make me ask*
Will you be mine?

Sep 2015

Sjr1000

Dissociative Identity Disorder (Multiple Personality) On Hello Poetry

The first comment
I received
a "*******"
with a smiley face
I laughed off
wouldn't you?
Kind of crazy
kind of creepy
put it away as some one
we all know.

The second comment
came
with the usual language refrain
I was a "hack"
my words were "dreck".
The disparaging words about
my dead mother
gave me pause to reflect.

The third comment and more
began to recall
information of past
faux pas
secret affairs
one or two personal pecadillos
never mentioned beyond
the
dialogues in my mind.
Embarrassing I know.

I, of course,
went to the home page
to see
if it was someone
known to me.

No identifying data
but a picture I remembered vaguely
from a past I didn't know.

The trolling continued
relentless I would say
pulled the plug
put up a block
but
wouldn't you know

The comments continued
to come into my dreams
brutal criticism
of
every move I made
the day finally arrived
when I realized

Alter personalities were shedding off of me
like
psychological psoriasis
They were
hitting the ground running
I was
finding poems
I didn't remember writing
clothes I never bought
People kept hugging me
I had never met before
they
knew me far to well
called me many names
none of which were mine.

The silence of my nights were broken
when I found myself
in my car on Highway 101
returning from where I did not know
with a smile on my face
illegal drugs in my pocket.

How did I get here?
How did we get there?
Where are we now?

Another account opened
on Hello Poetry
with an anagram of my name.

I find my days
getting shorter and shorter
it became clear
I had become the dream
The others
had become me.

Sep 2015

Edna Sweetlove

A Fairy Life

Nobody loves a fairy when's he's fifty
Nobody likes a fairy, old and grey;
And no one loves a bumboy when he's sixty
Wanking in a toilet, fat and gay.

And when a fairy gets as old as seventy
He can't get rough trade any more
And if he finally makes it through to eighty
His dilated **** will be very sore.

#gay #explicit #buttocks #**** #******* #**** #bumboy