An angel feather
Tickles a babies feet
Smiles,
Joy,
&
Laughter,
Heard in the heavens
A new fairy is born
The laughter seeds the *winds.

It's comforting knowing that now my body matches my soul
Not quit empty, somewhat full.
The first breathe I took did not match that of my twin.
As she was already gone and I was to live.
I knew from the beginning something was wrong.
I found myself starring off, motionless.
Where I thought something belong.
My mother always said out loud
Theirs something wrong with that girl.
But no need to worry, no need to fear.
That's just how she is.
By the age of seven my mum told me I had a twin.
She informed me I ate all of the food.
For the longest time I thought I killed her.
I felt different I felt weird. I felt alone in this big world.
Wondering what's wrong with me.
But now I have a official diagnose.
And I have to take many pills.
I feel my body turning on me now.
******,  just when I wanted to live.
What's keeps me alive is killing my will.
Someday I will dance again.
But, maybe not here.

I take my fingers and wriggle them through the air.
I can see them dancing through the curtain bounce.
The crisp morning air makes me feel alive.
I am a plant I need air and sun.....
I like feeling ALIVE.
My coffee has never tasted so sweet. So, let's toast!
My feet are planted frimly on the floor,
I'm ready to open the next door.
Being stable makes me ABLE.
I like being able.
I like it here,
I'm going to browse some more.
And see what's in this forgotten store.
Yes, Good Morning news!
I will take a copy of that.

You put a
Thousand kisses
Upon my face, my skin
Is covered in lip prints,
From your
Feelings,
Love,
Embrace,
Every moment that passes
They stay there still,
Through the years
You have kissed the troubles
Away,
Just a simple kiss upon a
Forehead
Would melt the troubles away,
Your love showed me
Love,
Respect,
Trust,
That no matter what
A single kiss upon my
Forehead,
Would solve any problem that
Day
Thanks Mum
For being the band aid
With just a gentle
Loving,
Kiss,
Pain,
Would just fade away
Now that your gone,
Who can take the pain
Of my loss away...

I opened my eyes this
Morning,
I saw the world
As a collection of words.

"I see a tree"
A life of ruffled skin
Breathing in
So we may breath out,
Life comes & goes
Does it weep
No
Because life carries on

"I see my wife"
She Smiles
Warmth
I see in her eyes
And I know why
I Love her
She has a heart
That beats both
Life
&
Love
She shares the beats equally as one.


"I take a drive"
My child plays with the wind
Through an open window,
Air,
=
Laughter,
=
Me happy,
Of the innocence
That she finds in the wind
A plaything to enjoy,
*I Awoke And The World Changed

I loved you the way I breathed.
All the time, and not knowing.