the day the sunlight fell
all motion seemed to end
the clouds ceased to form
the moon refused to come
all I saw was sadness
all I felt was pain
because the day the sunlight left,
I was never the same
things were dry in my mouth
my skin was tense
I kept imagining you
your face
you seemed to smile at me
and then you were gone
you were always gone
running through the back streets trying
trying to be better at who you could never be
and I tried to tell you,
the day the sunlight left
was the day I lost you
but you were gone
you had found a way out
forever

why do my words always have to sound like tears?
they come across as empty and dry
like I calling out for air when it's all around me
why does no one seem to listen?
as if they don't understand we're all living the same nightmare
as if they don't see how broken each one of us is
so pay attention already!
realize that when you look into that person's eyes,
you are looking at a reflection of yourself
why do I fail to see the resemblance of pain?
the people who read this must understand
the people who's eyes skim the surface of these symbols
they must understand
they must see
they must cry over the same things I do every night
my dreams, my nightmares, my love, my passions
there they all are
lined up and ready to face me
like warm dark sunsets that pass above
and the clouds make shapes of blobs
life seems to look like misery
but its only raining temporarily

definition:

s o m e t i m e

                 is used when you're unsure
                 never actually comes true
                (nothing ever comes true)

not to be confused with:
right now, forever, love

he said:
          
           find someone you trust and keep talking to them

I said:

           you

and he smiled