I always thought that we'd be stronger than this.
That we'd be able to make it through anything.
We always said we could handle these storms.
That we'd love each other through anything.
And suddenly, when the storm begins,
You're ready to leave, and let us end.
Just like that, with absolutely no warning,
You told me "I just don't wanna be in a relationship right now."
Do you even know how broken I became
When you said that that day?
After a year and six months
It's no longer me that you want?
But I loved you so much it hurts..
Never mistreated you once.
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard, swear to God..
I'll blow my brains in your lap.
Lay here and die in your arms..
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I'm trying to stop you from leaving..
You won't even listen, so **** it.
You said you wanted to be friends
You asked me not to block you out
"I still want you. I still love you.
We'll get back together soon."
Well, sir, I'm not your safety net.
If you leave, I won't be here when you finally want me.
Even if we make it through this
I'll never feel the same
I used to be so comfortable
Now all that was in vain
Because now I know
I can't let my imperfections show
If I'm not perfectly perfect
You'll think I'm not worth it
It's tearing me apart
I gave you all of my heart
I've never given so much
Just to be left in the dust
I love everything about you
So much that I'd rather hate you
I could never be your friend
That's why I don't want this to end