There is not a day that goes by where I don't think about you
I miss you all the time
But if I were to miss something more than you, it's myself
I miss myself

I lost myself somewhere in you
I didn't notice because it all happened so fast
I was enjoying the ride
Because what I felt for you was electric

However, with anything in life, everything must come to an end

Maybe I thought we had more time, that the end wasn't so near
Maybe I thought we were different, that we could show them that there doesn't have to be an end to something that's real...
Silly me, if it were to be real, then there would always be an awaiting deadline

Maybe I thought it was us against the world
But one thing I know for sure
When there are two lovers against the world,
The world will always wins

You are my greatest loss and my deepest wound

what do you do when he gets what he wants
and just leaves you hanging
he doesn't text you back or anything
he just takes a part of you and leaves with it
you feel empty
you want it back
a part of you wishes it never even happened

These distances,
These distances, these distances between our paths,
These distances between our eyes,
These distances between two companions
May all these distances end,
Why is someone near while the other one is far?

No one knows the reason behind this,

Am I coming near or am I drifting away,
I don’t know where I am

These distances, these distances of our path,
These distances between our eyes,
These distances between two companions
May all these distances end,
These distances

This also happened sometimes
Even on empty roads,

You were there with me
Sometimes even after meeting You,
My heart returned empty handed
This also happened sometimes,

Just like it happened right now

I found You in everything around me
These distances between us make me Yours,

These distances torture me,
These distances make me thirsty
May all these distances end,

I didn’t even say that

I’ll not live

If I don’t achieve (attain) You
Even by mistake
I didn’t ever want this separation between us,

Now this separation remains,
Like a desire and it says that
May our love remain even more youthful,


These distances between us will eradicate

These distances are strange,
These distances will be removed
May all these distances end
Why is someone near while the other one is far?
No one knows the reason behind this
Am I coming near or am I drifting away?
I don’t know where I am
These distances, these distances of our paths,
These distances between our eyes

These distances between two companions
May all these distances end

The one who taught me to love the hardest had an anchor for a heart herself.

It was as if the ghosts of the people she ceased to know ran riot on her skin in the form of bruises or scars or the in shadows under her eyes.

It was in those times, when she
couldn't keep her demons down, and we when greeted them again like old friends, that we learned to smile with everything left in our souls and pack overnight bags faster than her frantic heart beat.

And we learned to keep secrets, even when the world was quiet enough to hear the rivers running underneath the streets
as they were waiting with baited breath for explanations.

We all knew she meant well, if only she was well.

We kept more secrets than we had taken breaths and yet their burden didn't take hold until days or weeks afterwards and we could barely comprehend reality outside of our twisted youthful minds.

None of us dared to take a breath out of time,
Speak a word or a line out of line with the lies that we were taught to regurgitate from our fire bellies, perfect diamond fallacies,
Galaxies on our tongues.

And so we conclude with the honesty spilled onto pavements during the walk home, like the spirits I spilled on your blouse,
And recount the time I heard someone say that the most beautiful smiles were paired with the saddest eyes.

I see that now.

I Like everyone,
But i Love only one,
I Live for everyone
But i breath only for One,

I talk to everyone,
But i share everything to Only One,
I smile with everyone
But my smile is for only One,

I can't wait no longer for any one,
But I can wait forever to only one,

I am for everyone,
But i Belong to only One,
That's my Angel my love

for you
a thousand times over

She is essence of la bella donna,
    herein lies the paradigm mid
       ***** pearls & nightshade's poison,
exhales echoes of dark crescent moons &
        sandalwood's perfumed incense
burning sentience of duality's seasonings
   'tween contradiction 'neath her own breath,
  born to gypsy souls 'twixt a solar eclipse
    she worried naught what society thought,
her poetry was incalculably beyond measure
     neither less than or more than incurable,
   rendered nuances as a badge of significant honor
      gaily whirling beyond distinctive contrasts,
            'neath importance of individuality's calling
      amidst her own unique indulgent nature,
                  dazzling sensuality's intrinsic whimsy