Lover
Of
My
Soul* ,
Healer
Of
My
Broken  heart .

I remember staring into the mirror,
as a little boy,
and seeing my reflection.

Time has gone by,
and I have grown older,
but I still see this little boy,
every time I look in the mirror.

I’ve been trying to find myself,
whilst staring into this mirror,
wiping the fog from the glass,
but nothing seems clearer.

I still don’t know who I am,
or who I’m meant to be,
what am I supposed to do,
and what do you want from me?

Just please God speak for once,
or God give me a sign,
because I just sit by this mirror,
and cry every single time.

I’m in the middle of these crossroads,
but all routes lead to a dead end,
I’m going to stare into this mirror,
Till I find myself again.

You hold the reins I wear,
I feel my skin blister in tear;
My heart lies in your hand,
My breath escapes your palm like sand.

You tied the reins that hold me back,
You didn't believe that I'd follow your track;
My love succumbs to cold despair,
This loneliness you can't repair.

I'm distorted here beside you,
I can see you're afraid of whats inside you;
The beasts ate your heart,
*With mine ruined, now we'll never part...

You make me smile,
and the far sun hotter,
add rhythm to my potter.
Your dance in slumber out numbers all other,
my present tense that opens spaces;
I feel the sunshine on my face,
I feel your sunshine on my face.

We know that energy can't be created or destroyed,
Apply that science to the existence of a mighty force,
No beginning,no ending,
Just there,
That's why we worship Him,He's too great to be fathomed,
He created the heavens and the earth by His word,
How great is our God.

don’t mistake

my benevolence

for admiration,

I’m addicted to feeding your ego {I think I love you}.

~rachael hays 19J15

I have no walls for you to climb,
If you ever come looking i dont want to be hard to find.

I'm a nomad by nature, I dont have time to let things grow
but if you let me know tonight, maybe tomorrow I won't go

I could have met you already,
maybe i've blown my chances.

its just I don't want to be redundant no more.
sitting by my window waiting for you to show.

because its to much to ask to want you to go through hoops to win my love
so don't ask me to stay if you'll let the morning tide take you away.

if I stood in awe
you would not recognize
my face
because you can look
no one in the eyes

~ rachael hays 12J15