Charlie: Poems

Charlie Mar 2015

That girl with the wonder in her eyes
That boy with the world in his palm
They complimented each other because
they
made
each other's
dreams
a
reality.

Baeeeeee ♡♡♡

#love

States and Cities

Charlie Apr 2015

States and Cities

As you trace your fingers over the rips in my jeans, I
think about the things that made me love you at first and I
wasn't too sure about who I
was and it gets so hard sometimes to figure myself out and I
am so sorry if I
hurt you, but bruises don't heal quickly on me and I
saw his scars today and I
couldn't breathe for a minute because he was so close and I
hope he's okay and I
hope you still love me and I
hope I
can finally myself out

A letter to S/C/:
I saw his scars today... I didn't know what to say.

straightedge

Charlie Sep 2015

straightedge

i stopped doing drugs because you were the only thing that made me high
now we're just fiction
your mouth is stained on my cheeks, still echoed with a sad goodbye
we're out with the garbage you so angrily tossed
and you're drinking wine
and i'm still lost

if you could talk to me, i would be so ******* happy because right now, you're seriously all i ******* want right now

#sad #depressed #romance #breakups #lame #friendships #straightedge

The Apology

Charlie Jun 2015

The Apology

Don't tell me that I'm not ******* up because I totally am and I love you but I don't think I can give you the things they you need, maybe what you need us more driven, less tired, less sad, less indecisive. Not such a ******* mess. I'm so ******* sorry.

the girl that became a whirlwind

Charlie Apr 2015

the girl that became a whirlwind

She is not weak, she is not fragile.
She is the wind before the storm, she is the tide before the wave.
Respect the girl with lightning in her palms and tsunamis in her veins.
She is as precise and delicate as the details in her eyes, she is as deadly as the weather she causes.

no time for fuckboyzzzzz

#love #weather #babe #yeah #whirlwind #bestie #maddi #calebisabutthole

therapy room (10w)

Charlie May 2015

therapy room (10w)

Remember the day you were happy because the scars faded.

The Runner

Charlie Mar 2015

The Runner

I walk outside, it's forty degrees and the grass is twinkling like your eyes do.
I stretch and sigh and feel tears ***** my eyes, the same tears that I had when I put an end to this.
So, I ran. I ran and I ran.
I ran like I was Jesse Owens and I ran like I was drunk and I ran like I needed to be drunk.
I stopped and I cried and I sighed and I loved.
I don't love you anymore, Madison, but I did at one point.

I stopped like I stopped running and stopped caring and stopped drinking to get rid of your smile burned into my eyes.

I met someone new, Madison, I met someone else and I'm happy now.
I'm happy without you, Madison.
I don't need to get drunk and I don't need to run.

#love #happy #cute #breakups #itsover

T.J.D.

Charlie Nov 2015

T.J.D.

i remember holding your hand in the hallway
and kissing your nose
and meeting your dad
and thinking we were going to be together forever
and that meant
nothing
to you

but if you came back, and said sorry, and asked
i would take you back in a ******* heartbeat
because i just love you

tyler james broke my ******* heart
and i'm still not ******* over it

Untitled

Charlie Mar 2015

Untitled

❁❁❁
Laugh hard, my love.
Smoke menthol and smile.
Be strong.
Don't let these vices consume you.
❁❁❁

#care #wow #16w #caleb

⚠ warning boy ⚠

Charlie Mar 2015

⚠ warning boy ⚠

you should have been named warning
you should have had an orange label
you should have alerted me of your potency
and
I should have been more careful
☆

Uh-oh, old sad poetry!

#poetry #sad #breakups #ohwell #vault

Writers Block

Charlie Apr 2015

Writers Block

Nothing is making sense anymore. I feel like I'm writing the same thing;
over and
over and
over and
over again.

I wish I was brave.

— The End —