Can't Believe It's Not Butter

Can't Believe It's Not Butter Jun 2015

Take me away

so that for one day,

just one day

everything will be okay.

Please... Take me away.

Just something I cooked up when I was bored.

#depression #help

Can't Believe It's Not Butter Jun 2015

You get what you get,
So, dear child,
do not fret.
For life is oh so wild!
You never know what you'll win
or lose
in this ongoing gamble.

Another thing I did in English class.

#life #child #wild #lessons #gamble #fret

Jun 2015

Micah

Hopeful

I hope my words heal you in places my hands couldn't

Jun 2015

Call Me Satan

I'm done

I'm sick of the fall
when I try to fly
I'm sick of the let-downs
and regular goodbyes

I'm sick of the lying
scheming and deceiving
sick of depression
illness and under-eating

I'm tired of living
in a misshapen society
I'm tired of myself
and my constant anxiety

I can't help but think
if I just slipped away
would anyone care
or ask me to stay?

For he says I'm his love
then leaves the next day
meets another dreadful hook-up
and presumes I'm okay

Well, I'm done with the deluding
I'm done with the cheating
I'm done with my heart
and I'm done with its beating.

#depression #illness #anxiety #cheating #help #deluding

Can't Believe It's Not Butter Jun 2015

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weight
          breathless
      lungs
  air
gasp
     suffering
                 tears
    thirty one
scars
       cuts
             wounds
         dad
yelling
          fights
    cries
          survival
                      apocalypse
           suicide
      cuts
           blades
scissors
           knives
                     dying
                             sleeping
                      tired
              quiet
              s
             i
            l
           e
          n
         c
        e

Basically my train of thought. We had to do this kind of poem in English class, but I lied and just thought of random words that I saw.

#tears #dad #silence #scars #weight #cuts #breathing #fights #lungs #apocalypse

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