should i tell you?
that i secretly am falling in love with
you.

In this world I don't try too hard
I slide on by
Unable to insure my car
And I don't believe In God, despite what people say
But if God is real
Then by God, ill start to pray
Because earth is a cesspool
And I think it'd be cool
To sprout angel wings when I die
And fly away
But until then I'll slide on by
Sinning in the cesspool
To pass the time

I got to be restless,
So i don't miss anything,
That tries to get past me.

i look in the mirror.
scared to see what i fear.
me.
ugly.
fat.
imperfect..
me.
i hate the way my stomach isnt flat.
my ribs dont show.
im ugly.
imperfect.
my arms have too many scars
so do my hips
and thighs.
what if they see?
will they notice?
i need to lose weight.
im fat..
imperfect..
ugly.

Marriage is a commitment on paper
But it's what you do with it that's so much more
It's a big step that has many consequences
Hopefully it has good ones for you

Rome wasn't built in a day
But your influence on me did