Broken into pieces , my heart
Those things of you , i never knew
Left alone in the dark
I never thought they were true
Everything you say
Every game you play
If i'd have you here , forever
Nothing better , you and me
Together
The weather
Colder than ever
Snow falls , white pure
Nowhere near
Your black heart
Drowning myself in the ocean
Getting too deep
I cant breath
And my heart skips a beat
Here and there
Despair
Things we never share
No one's here to blame
But everyone's here to claim
They're the best
But it ain't pure blood
Running through their veins
Cause they truly **** with their hands
This is not a safe haven
Murdered with no mercy
No one to share this heaven
Lonely in this town
Only to get me down
Lovely it is truly
Everything reminds me of us
Breathless
For some seconds
And i'm sorry for the ****** things
that you've done
I tried to apologize
Long before you were gone
In this time , this fragile line
These tears of mine
These lines that rhyme
This suicide a crime
These dreams dead to me
These things that  were not
Meant to be
Drunk and high
This lovely night sky
This perfect time to die
If death comes , wipe tears
Never cry
For the truth that lies
For this very last breath of my
My tired lungs
For this voice of mine , too shy
Too scared , it's shaking
That's why
Oh my
Goodbye

i will die as
frail as i came
into the world, but
the blood once covering
my entire being
will be

seeping
from
my
wrist

The mornings were beautiful
and the nights were lovely.

    That was when you were still here.

Now,

mornings are just sunlight beams
hitting my eyes forcing me to wake up
and nights are just the moon and stars
reminding me of you.

   Come back.

   I need my mornings and nights back.

   *I need you.

Beauty beyond compare
You have no love to spare
I hate it , but you no longer care
I lost you
I dreamt everyday
What do you do today
I've tried to get you back
I've tried every way
Falling from the roof
Of that lonely place , I call home
I've changed , you need proof
I need dope
Getting high
My neck in a rope
This ocean blue
I have not a single clue
Where you are , what you need
That hatred surrounding you
Is scary indeed
I'm not at all pleased
I wanna have your presence
Rather than your absence
Hold my hand
As I fall in this lake
But I know you don't feel guilty
For that mess you make
How many hearts you break
Please
Leave me alone
You getting my sanity
Away
Sweetie , your eyes taste good
But don't play
I know I can't get you off my head
I can only get you dead
But that's not a threat
How can I lose my soul?

The sun goes down
To the world , i made my own
In this garden
Flowers myself has grown
The moon shines
The colours in my heart
Of all kinds
This rainbow of darkness
Lies somewhere there
In that place nobody cares
Don't you dare
**** me
Play that game
All that pain just for you
It's that lame
Leavin' , it's what you do
In these windows i stare still
In those dreams you ****
Falling to the ground
Deep inside earth
Some graves , not to be found
Though , pretty sure
You're my only cure
These drugs , oh i'm so addicted
To you , i'm gettin high
I wish insane
You didnt guide me
This was so plain
Untill you lied me
So often , too hard
On the table
All these cards
Hearts?
Not available
For this love
I cared so much