I walk in unknown crowd
talking to myself
I am alone
but lonely no more

I am in a lane
far from so called home
I am finally me
I pretend no more

I value being alone coz I have been lonely
I value the far lane coz I have been caged
I value being me coz I have been pretending to be someone else

I really miss that thrill I used to feel when we started dating
I want to bring back the same moment exciting
Those days when we were not able keeping our hands off each other

So today when you are home, you will find our sleeping son
And me in a mood of beautiful seduction
Instead of regular powder I will be using formula flavored
That dress you gifted will be perfect not to cover my body tattoo
That would be the perfect accessory

I know you like my **** lips
But today I will apply some vanilla flavored gloss just to attract you towards it
My bronzed skin is itself ****, you always said
You will be all hot and bothered by the perfume I wear

If we coincidentally meet somewhere one of these days
I will look into your eyes and find the answers to my questions
those questions I have been asking
and you have been avoiding
I will find those answers
before my eyes filled with tears
before my tears start rolling down my cheeks
before I wipe them out
before you find I cried
before you feel irritated
before you feel like running away
before you fake an excuse
before I request you to stay for some more time
before you deny
before you walk away
before I find myself helpless
before I hate myself for looking into those eyes again
before I regret for meeting you again

just because he attracts you
just because he shows interest on you
don't let him do anything

even if he will be present physically
he wont be involved emotionally

hey lady,
a man loves to ****
but remember,
he hates a woman he *****

There comes a point in your life
when you stop enjoying romantic movie scenes anymore
touch feels skin
kiss feels yet another lips
getting together feels existing together
love feels commitment
and that commitment never feels romantic

you search for romance
you force for it
but never get the butterflies again

Have you realized?
with every tragedy you have learned to live alone
with every heart breaks, you have made yourself ready for another one
with every break ups, you have started a new relationship
have you realized?
with every end, you have begun something new

Forgetting you is not so hard
just some patience and some ignorance
but this feeling of having someone to like
feels so good that
despite your avoidance
despite your ignorance
despite your rudeness
I force myself to keep you in my mind
I force myself to wait for your response