“what are we?” she asked

with despair, he replied, ”we’re nothing”

and suddenly, i didn’t want to be happy anymore, i just wanted to survive.

1.  stop letting other people’s opinions affect you so greatly.
2. be your own person, stop trying to blend in and act like everyone else.
3. make your happiness #1, **** what anyone else has to say.
4. get healthy, workout, stop saying “oh I’m so fat” and not doing a **** thing about it.
5. be nicer. no one likes a *****.
6. focus more in school. you have to pass and you have to graduate.
7. don’t think about yourself so much, do some volunteer work and help others.
8. be more responsible. as cheesy as it sounds, you only live once.
9. become more social, go outside once in a while. make some new friends.
10. take more pictures. document your memories. you learn from your history and you will want to remember in the future.
11. do not be afraid to get hurt. it’s a part of life, everyone has ups and downs. sometimes you fall down, but it will be okay.

i wish you hated me, so leaving you would be easier.

i want you to cheat on me, if it means you’ll stay

i hate myself for not being good enough to make you stay

I eat when I am sad
I am sad because I eat

the pain from loving you, made me numb,
oh how i wish i could hurt that way again