Blue lights beaming Red eyes gleaming Forbidden obsession Haunting and dreaming The longing for freedom The feeling on my tongue Twisting and writhing Scattered and fighting The memories biting You struck me like lightning.
I’m here looking down on it all wrapped in a blanket a book lies next to me pages flipping themselves in the cool summer breeze inside are the sounds of life outside are the sounds of the questioning the air is filled with random notes fluttering around me like guardian angels I know why they’re here
darkness sat down next to me to keep me company we look at the flickering lights in the distance he tells me you’d do fine down there if you wanted to be a light surrounded by light but then he shifts his gaze the moonlight dancing through his being but you’d do great up there be a light where no one has dared to be and with that he left
I wanted to run when you fractured my heart And yet I stayed clinging onto hope Years went on I slowly lost parts of me you kept trying your hardest But you couldn’t see I wanted out To save you To save me I couldn’t persist I couldn’t reconcile Sadness crept into my heart Into my smile Into every part of me Yet you still looked at me lovingly Then painfully Gradually feelings die Overwhelming sorrow I pushed you away Now alone Apart It’s over Your fingers slip through mine And You finally let go This was what I wanted – Was it not? Didn’t want to see you anymore But you and your beauty are all I see Tears fall down my face I let you go