I've always been the Queen to his bed
the ache that swollen in his chest
where he engraved my first name like vow
and called out his whole as mine
so that I'd remember to return back
to the castle inside his cloud nine
that way I know I am never alone
for I have his last name to speak for my own

They say the darkest hour
comes before the dawn
but I don't mind at all cause
you're able to cast a light
through the heat of our skin
when you're dreaming
right beside me

I kindda wish
I can describe
that tingling sensation
he gives me
whenever he pulls
my face closer to his
before we share
a very sweet kiss

I'd like to write a poetry
about how easy it is to reach for your skin
to bow down and get a sweet taste of your sin
to put my insecurity sleeping inside your promises
to fall for you until I scattered into pieces

On Friday night
the citylights shone at its brightest
he'd made me laugh the loudest
where being near turned into nearest
is how I know I am the happiest

At times I'd like to stare to strangers eyes
wondering what creates their tears of joy
who scattered their hearts to dust
why they see red on their own fists
where did they got those scars or tattoos
but the one substantial thing I'd like to know
is how to make them smile with warmth
inside their chest that will lightening up mine

It is said that I have lost so much;
God took my source of life, my parents
that I have been betrayed by my siblings
that I have been left stranded and alone
by the love of my life in such misery
that the ones I have been calling out
as my best friends spit on my trust
that I have been crying without any hand
to help me, to acknowledge me

but I have a faith within my own two feet
a light that surpass the darkness outside
a love inside me that is big enough to know
this;

I am bigger than loneliness
stronger than hatred
and wiser than heartache
I am aware of my true self

so I wipe my tears,
stand as tall as I should be
I smile and say this:

"I am powerful,
I am me
and you
you cannot break me"