It was when his finger prints left marks on my coffee cup
in that Starbucks he politely gave me my warm hazelnut
I remember how I got a little struck of his height
he made me look at him like I am gazing at the stars

It was his 'hi' that painted my crooked smile
followed by a simple question, "what's your name?"
God, he's so cute in that black t-shirt and snapback
I sounded like a ****** when I speak my name out

It was his vibe and a little of his laugh
that got me re-arranged a space in my mind for him
as he threw compliments with the same amount
of every single thing I like about his consuming eyes

It was a bye-bye that evening where it started to rain
and I counted his steps as he walked away from me
along with the ticking clock for his first phone call
cause he stole my every attention until I stumble and fall

But, Darling
my sun rises in your eyes
and sets in my breaking heart
my moon shines from your starry kiss
and disappears along with your goodbye

before you leave, this I must say
eventhough your love is all about grey,
I still fell deeply in love with you
before I even knew that love itself is true

therefore I've made up my mind inside my fear
to speak these words just for you to hear
for the first and the last time shall you feel
"I love you, so much"
and there's no way it could be more real

His smile has rained over my ribcage
where inside rests a soil field
for him to grow hundreds of red tulips
as red as my kiss to his sweet lips
and they've been blocking my breathing
each time he tells me that he's leaving
or simply return to me and staying
so I pluck them all and start counting
one and two and three
does he loves me not?
or does he loves me?
until teardrop falls and I cannot see
cause it always ends up with him
not loving me

Shall I give you a bouquet of flowers,
I'd give you Amaryllis for your splendid beauty
that charmed me in all the right way with insanity

a touch of blue Iris for every faith I put in you
and hope for all my prayers to come true

I'll decorate it with some white Chrysanthemum
for it is truth and loyalty that defines our coliseum

then a Sunflower, a symbol of dedication
of my eternal love and your heart in unison

We both promised ourselves
—drinking our blood,
tying up the knot
in the name of sisterhood
but you ***** them
like it was a bad food

You ought to know that
whenever I see a young woman
holding her little baby
who probably looks like the daddy
I find my mind imagining my own
with you—only you
can’t think of anyone else but you

Wouldn't it be nice
to feel your hot breathing
on my cold neck right now
and to smile is as easy
as turning my body to yours?

cause it's 2.44am
where I woke up
finding myself alone
—trembling with the need
to run so fast to where you are

when I know
you're sleeping with someone else