The last time I saw your face was the last time I held fresh air in my lungs.

But you have to call me at 3:21 am because you know that I will answer because you know that I am drunk because I have been drunk for the past few weeks because you just keep calling

But people have left me before..
Like my dad, he walked out when I was three.
And then my grandpa died when I was fourteen.
But when I was 19 and you walked out my front door, leaving me there crying on the floor... It was like feeling all of the horrible goodbyes all at once and my god it was the worst pain in my entirel life.

They say that love is so great but I'm so scared because I loved you once and you broke my heart and it hurt so ******* much and what if I don't love anything as much as you.

Did I ever tell you how much I love the way you squint your eyes when you laugh
And how great your hair looks when you drive with your top down

And did I ever tell you how much it ******* hurts to want something so bad that you can't have.

I hope that you
Never forget me I
Hope that my innocence
burns a hole in
Your heart and I
Hope that you never
Ever forget the days
You played me like
A puppet because I
Will never forget and
My child innocence has
No doubt burned a
Hole in my heart