I thought I had got rid of it
I really thought that I finally did
The feeling which only cause troubles
Both for me and for others...
This whole summer I did not feel anything
Protecting the happy memories, which you gave me
Because as soon as I realized that the feeling was there
I ran away from it in fear...
Just this one, I thought, please, not him
I don’t want this feeling to destroy everything
The friendship I worked so ******* building
Is now in danger cause I begin singing
Each morning that I know I’ll meet you...
So now I’m brought to tears again
As I’m feeling at loss
Don’t want to see you walk away
Like everybody else
I don’t want to lose another friend
Who I can speak to while being myself...
So now I’m teasing you
I’m trying to make you keep a distance
Cause I know that I’m not strong enough
To keep myself away from the one I love
But I don’t want to ruin our friendship
So I’ll hide these feelings and instead feel pain
Because of the words
Which I’ll never be able to say
I'm gonna run away...
A random poem...
I hate to break it to you but,
This isn't just a rut.
Your best friend is a grenade,
Yeah it is a bit clichéd.
But I'm a ticking time bomb,
That's slowly coming undone.
He said he was queer,
You laughed like I wasn't here.
Truth is I'm a little gay,
That's a lie I'm rainbows all the way.
Now if only you knew,
But that'd never cross your view.
A waste of wits
A war of wick
A throne of thorns
A time of terror
A show of swords
A storm of shame
Sometimes less is more,
When more threatens
To become too much.
Awakening with your
I find a grateful heart <3
When I do not start my day off with poetry I can tell a difference in my day. Thank you all for the words!