unwritten: Favorites

Mar 2015 unwritten

witchy woman

No one loves me
I'm not worth a single drop of blood

It would be wasted
If you spilt it for me

And dry your tears
For I'm the only one that has to cry

This time,
So there's no use shedding them for me

Sometimes, I wish I knew
How to disappear completely

So no one would remember my voice
Have no memories with me

I feel like life
Would merrily move along

If I were just simply
Gone
Gone

Gone.

The titles also a radiohead song. But it doesnt seem like a bad idea. Erase everyones memories of me and just leave. Fall back into the everlong seas of black unconcious and then hopefully to the end of time- the extraterrestrial, super inconcievable meaning of life. I believe we find it when we die. I dont even know, I dont think anyone loves me so its about that time.

#depression #illness #anxiety #hope #mental #**** #wish #invisible #bipolar #socialanxiety

Mar 2015 unwritten

What we were

Mar 2015 unwritten

Creep

What we were

You were my prized possession.
I shone you around,
polished you,
shoved you into everyone's faces
told them all about you.

But you failed me.

Now I must put you away in shame,
you are nothing now.
I'm an ashamed widow.

Goodnight moon
by Ambrosia Parsley, Elegant too

Mar 2015 unwritten

You're roughly too good for me.

Mar 2015 unwritten

Creep

You're roughly too good for me.

Thanks.
You got me to stop crying.
Thanks.

thanks kiyu.... i felt better after talking to you. sorry i can't get on kik now... parents.

young new england
by transit

Mar 2015 unwritten

Of Course

Mar 2015 unwritten

Creep

Of Course

Of course dear, of course you'll get into that school
cause you're so ******* perfect.
So please don't give me anymore of your *******.

sorry. idk. sorry.

tarifa
by sharon van etten

Mar 2015 unwritten

Red lights

Mar 2015 unwritten

Creep

Red lights

I always joked about getting run over by a car.
I didn't really mean for it to happen.
So when you got hit by a car who
Couldn't ******* stop at a red light,
I died a little bit as well.
You didn't know it,
But I sat on your shoulder and watched your days go by,
Helping,
Watching,
There.

When you got hit,
I got hit too.
We are in this together.

******* ******* man.
I'm panicking and soon going to go emotionless because I'm in love and happy but also my friend is dying and I don't know if I have the right to be happy but I am because I love this guy so much and he makes me smile but at the same time my friend is DYING slowly and I can't fuckibg be there for him **** **** **** I don't know anymore ny body is gonna shut down and become emotionless in three two one.

End song
By tenmo

Mar 2015 unwritten

Daddy Issues

Mar 2015 unwritten

sαndяα-αℓєxιs

Daddy Issues

She's a girl with daddy issues
Save the the tears & the tissues

She ended up getting used & abused
Looking for a daddy that was supposed to be you

He kissed her neck & choked her
Said he loves her then deep stroked her

Day & night knocking on every door
Hoping one day she'd knock on yours

But there was never an answer
Clear high heels, she became a dancer

Nose ran from the blow
Dripping, she liked to watch the blood flow

This time she went the farthest she could soar
Ripping deep into her veins, letting it pour

This was pain she couldn't stop
Dying to be somebody she's not

She laid there, left to bleed

One... Two... Three...
As she whispers, *“Daddy please rescue me”

Inspired.

#dying #depression #pain #sadness #lust #daddy #heartbroken #she #issues #rescue

Mar 2015 unwritten

History

Mar 2015 unwritten

Jennifer Weiss

History

She said she knew who I was,
insulting who I am.

Some days I regress just because
it's hard to be strong, I am just man.

But even all the inventions and buzz,
created by a hand

Is all there ever was,
repeating again and again.