She was happy
So it seemed,
But really
She was not.
At first,
It was just
A little ****
To ease the pain
And maybe feel numb
For a few hours,
But after a while
It wasn't enough.
Her mother beat
Her while she slept.
She says she's only here
For her mother's sister
Because she's only a baby.
Too fragile to know what
This world really is.
She pops a few of them pills
To feel numb again.
Thinking maybe this will be enough
But it won't.
Her father tells her
He doesn't care
What she does
As long as her grades are up.
You're supposed to care
Because you're her dad
And dad's are supposed to be
There for their children.
It wasn't enough.
She tried something new
And it's too much.
She falls to the ground
And she's seizing.
There's blood on the floor,
Dead flowers too!
She says she's only here
For her mother's sister.
Because she's only a baby,
Too fragile to know how
This world really is.
Her mother's sister is safe now.
She says,
She's no longer needed here.
She wants to leave.
She goes to get help
But it doesn't help.
She comes home
And she's at it again.
She tells her cousin
To stay home,
She doesn't want to see her.
She comes anyways.
You see she had a plan
To try again,
But she didn't.
She said she needed
Help again.
It's been a few weeks,
And I hope
She's getting better now.
Please,
Find your happiness.
I love and miss you.