God
Sober mind

Healthy diet
Daily medication
Sunrise/sunset meditation
Social interaction
Healthy brain function
Lower blood pressure
Self understanding
Acceptance
Learning
Exercise
Reconnecting/making new friends
No energy theft
Mind to myself
Happiness
Freedom
Goals
Reminding myself I’m where I need to be
Have the power to change the world

I don't want to write, or do anything else. I have energy, but a lack of motivation. I don't care about my words anymore, they're just sentences smacked together. I want to dream. Just lucid dream, until the sun rises for the 5th time. Until you'll be mine.

[16:11, 8/22/2019] Me: Why are we doing this tbh. Not that it's bad, There's not a lot of things I'd rather do

[16:11, 8/22/2019] You: I don't know
[16:11, 8/22/2019] You: I guess we are just trying to find ways to be happy?
[16:11, 8/22/2019] You: and like. It's intriguing

[16:12, 8/22/2019] Me: As long as we'll stay together, like, that we're not out there alone, I'll be happy

[16:12, 8/22/2019] You: I feel the same, because we can get through it together
[16:12, 8/22/2019] You: as long as we are together, I will be okay and happy

[16:13, 8/22/2019] Me: It'll be okay, probably

[16:13, 8/22/2019] You: it will be

What you say
Makes me mute
you leave me hanging
on the ecstasy of uncertainty
My head was over the clouds
And now you shot me to the moon

I see your messages in others.
I smile.
then cry.
Because I remember.
Maybe I cherish those memories too much
that I can’t let you go.
Yet I’m no one to you now.