One day I will be gone
not gone like leave or move away
I mean I will die someday

I know it will happen someday
it happens to everyone
and one day it will happen to me
and when that happens
don't cry

I don't want you to cry
I know that if i die before you and not with you
will be because I committed;  
no matter how sad you feel don't cry
because I will always be there with you

I will leave you a note of everything I was thinking before I died
remembering what I use to tell you  
written at the end
"I love the stars when I die I want to become one, if I ever die before you I want you to always look at them and see me in one."

and who knows
maybe Tomorrow
will bring Clarity
once and for all
but until then
we'll have to wait
just a little more

He was only a boy

Wanting to be loved

Then he became a man

Who was broken by it

Girls are pretty.
Cigarettes are pretty.
Guts are pretty too.

I don’t think they are pretty in the same way.

Girls are beautiful.
Cigarettes are soothing.
Guts are visceral.

All of them are pretty,
Just like me.