How flowers
Grow from the soil
They break from the earth
Before they bloom

My body is no different,
There, grows a heart where it aches
See this garden of roses
Pushing thorns
Through my bones

Darling, this is not a poem
This is a wound blooming

I heard purple is the color of divinity...I see it now. I see purple when I close my eyes
I see divinity when I pray,
I see divinity when I meditate
Being a hopeless romantic, it’s easy to get lost in his gaze
Divinely connected—even when I say I’m leaving I want to stay..
I long for his embrace, wrapped my legs around him as he ****** me in a daze  
Is it still sin if he takes me away to a higher place?
My divinity.. yet brings me to insanity when I can’t understand his ways
God have mercy & send your grace
For it’s hard for me to leave
& I hope I’m not being deceived
For everytime I hear his voice..it makes me weak..
My divinity..a little chaotic yet brings tranquility..

My bones broke in many pieces to bring you into this chaotic world
When I look at you, everything makes sense...I am whole.  
My son.
I asked for unconditional love & God gave me you.
Your eyes are brighter than the rhinestones that I used to steal from my mother
I gave them all back to her you know...
For I found a greater treasure of my own
I never understood the cliche...
Of giving birth, or having a baby of your own is a love that’s unexplainable

But it’s true..
No greater love can compare to this...
Seeing your heart in human form

In a world full of
Fake *****
Fake lips  
Fake hair
Fake ****
Fake this & fake that

& you’re looking at yourself...
Raw & uncut...

Keep looking...
Keep looking at the beauty
That’s deeper than skin deep..

For you are enough

The wind whispers secrets
of you in my ear...

We found each other when we weren’t looking like a rainbow in the morning, we didn’t know it had rained until we dragged ourselves out of bed and looked up at the sky. We came with different companies never expected to be seen...Or perhaps we wanted to be seen but based on a different need. When we crossed each others paths, we were both staring at the grooves in the pavement wondering where all the flowers had gone. In a sense we found each other the way the wind scatters seeds across the earth -how beautiful...we fell between the cracks, yet we never expected to blossom

My Summer night...I want to sleep inside the warmth of you

How lovely is the Sun...
It dims its light
So the Moon can shine

We fall in love with the missing part of us

Why carve your name on a tree?
When you can carve it in my heart

No one has words to say
Except my pen & paper
Whispers with the voices
In my head...

It’s always “you’re acting different” when you finally decide to treat people as they treat you..

Always making permanent decisions for the ones that were meant to evaporate..

Lies exposed
Truth unveiled
A year of Clarity...
Clarity is what we needed
To survive...
To grow
To change

My vision is clear