Years ago
Upon a ship
Crossing
World
Wide seas
I did my time
In the serves of
Ronald Reagan's
Navy

Hurricanes
I've road a few
Sea sick misery
Home sick blues
Riding walls
Of violent
Waves
Above ancient
Sailors
Sunken graves

When Gorbachev
Finally gave
The post cold war
Took the stage
Yet the Russians
Navy still
Rattles it's blades

The Caribbean's
Cast a spell
Beautiful ladies
Hot as hell
Tropic voodoo
Nights
As if
Living every
Exciting moment
Of a magic life

Liberty boats
Bars and brothels
The Mediterranean Sea
Spanish charm
The beauty of Italy
The warmth of Sicily
I shall return someday
Dear France
To the friendly shores
Of thee
Menton, Toulon
From dusk to dawn
Where love is given free

Until then
It's the sea
To shining sea
For me!

How many
How many I wonder
How many of us
Have gone asunder
Into realms
Of no return
How many of us
Will never learn...

Conspiracies of the rich
Who can jump that wide of ditch?
These government cover ups
  Inhuman and quite corrupt
Where people are mere pawns
Every ****** black square
They shove us on
The camera eye of shame
Records the destruction
Of the very line of Cain
Yet so many of us still remain?

9-28-04


I fell into this world
When someone clipped my wings
I landed on your doorstep
Causing you to dream

You set me on a throne
Then crowned me with your lies
You said to get behind you
Yet you keep me by your side

I wonder if you realize
The power that I have
Every time you hate me
And when I make you mad

I know you’ll come around
And make your sacrifice
Perhaps you’ll beat your children
Perhaps you’ll cheat your wife

That’s all fine and dandy
‘Cause they’ll love you just the same
As long as you believe in me
You’ll have someone else to blame
...

And when my eyes
Open again
There will always be light
Shining in

As Glory today
Again tomorrow
I know your heart
Is prone to sorrows

Yet life goes on
   And I am not afraid...

It occurs to me
We see life's matters
Simultaneously
The same yet
Somewhat very differently...
Copious
The information available
There's no need
For anyone to believe
They are infallible
Myself?
Just when
I think I know
Truth come
And then I'm sold
I've seen the light
Turn to dark
I've felt such evil
Break my heart
To consider peoples lives
Expendable
Without a question
The lowest low
So
Don't pretend
That separation
Can somehow mend
Concidering
We are all together
   On this planet
      Until it's bitter end...

All the gods are now asleep!
So..
You might want’a get back on your feet!
Now the power is in our hands!!
We can decide to be happy or not give a ****..
Love thy self,
in to good health and a positive peace of mind.
Take a jog and lift some weights..  
Make the best of life!
……
To the bar!

Relax my love
Just try to breathe
I feel your unrest riding on the night
I can sense you flying
Thruway through my skies

Your psyche cycle stalls
Your engine starts to climb
All your fears and worries
Entangling my mind

Hold on a little longer
Your heart was meant to change
I shall help to anchor
Your restless growing pains

I watched it bending, breaking
Blowing in the wind
Every time I turned around
It fell apart again
Still I've held it in my arms
Back when we were young
And I could never let you go
Before the last breath comes
.........

(Creative Thinking)

The problem

Isn't in the truth we know

The problem

Is that we think we know the truth
..........

There's 100 trillion universes
With hundreds of trillion planets
We are but a speck of stardust
Yet we take these scores for granted

100 trillion stars
In the sky's of our night's
Hundreds of trillions of people As gravity holds on tight.

A 100 trillion cell's
Make up the human body...
100 trillion Atoms
In each and every cell...
Billions of chemical reactions every fraction of a second.
And all this connected by an invisible quantum field.

See for yourself
What the research says...

In the minute plunk of the atom
Is where we actually live 🎼

I would never wish to see two countries on earth fighting each other.
This is home to our precious human race.
I’m sorry to say but religions and ethnicities are a stumbling block on the road to spiritual growth.

That’s what god let me know.

There is not a scar
that I despise
The lunar surface
forever wise!

The cuts they heal
leaving their marks
A punch in the eye
a stab in the heart

Wound are a places
where light shines through
But it never hurts to say
I still love you!!

What if the world didn’t need to be saved and there was no world wide drama nor end of days…
We would still need to **** our food, rip it from its nature, cook it in our stew!

This is me
Starting over
And on my come back
I'll be bringing my "A" game
Stepping it up to match the impact
Of those of "you"
Constantly blowing my mind away
I cannot allow your furtherance of petty fame
Be it known and owned
You new kids are surly on a block
Be careful posting a bunch of slop
  Don't let your algorithms suddenly drop!
...........................................................­.....

Flickering in the night skies
We've been sleeping truths away
Hearts get lost to reason
Loves get led astray!

Slowly in comfort
is the ideal depletion

Serotonin state of wonder
pointlessly increasing

Pleasantly dreamy
Hearth fire warming

Asleep and unaware
a life without warning

Preferably
But not for me
Bring it all on I wanna see
I wanna live I wanna reach
I got no time for indifferent sleep

I no longer use fantasy as a stimulus. Because pretend drama is but extra drama to experience and I’m unwilling.
Who do you think these rock stars are, whose lives are so glamorously appealing?

My heroes are few and far between, those who help the blind to see. Those who’ve survived life’s fatal wounds, still recognised beyond tomb.
You choose yours, I’ll choose mine. I won’t commemorate the sellouts or the killing kind.

In each and every spatial direction
Time is steadily consumed
Take aim for the here and now
Let comfort be your muse
....

(Not a poem, a wake up call)

It's actually a very simple thing
Every human on earth deserves
To live with dignity
  Food, shelter and love...
I'm doing all I can to make up
For the deficiency.
An innocent eye opens at birth
How will they view the world
With a hungry heart
Or a hungry belly
Sheltered form the storm
Or lost in the tempest
World views can change
It we get our hearts in the game!
Make the world a better place
Please!
...........................................

I awoke this morning
Tired and weary
The world had been spinning
Out of control
You see
I’m still waiting
For the dice to stop
To see just what I rolled
Yet I know
From years of living
That life will find its way
No matter what hand I’m giving
I am thankful just to play!

Lets pretend
There's no wars going on at this very moment
Hell let just write about beautiful things that make us happy
Those people hiding in foxholes and dugouts are not real
Ukrainian conscripts and dead Palestinians children...
All conspiracy theories, go back to dinner.
Why would we lose sleep?
Lets pretend and forget about being free.

I’m on a road of peace
With a suitcase full of dreams
I would surely share them with you
And all the beauty that they bring

I am on a road of peace
My thumb high in the air
Is anybody going my way…
Or has your war
trapped you here?

I've argued with delusion
I've argued 'til eye's green
I've wrestled with my fear of hell
While on the winning teams

I carried those delusions
In every measurable way
And so I know that you're not
     Going to like the things I think....

We are all eternal beings
Bound to natural lives
So take yourself a husband
Steal somebodies wife

Find yourself a fortress
A proper gender cave
Never live in fear
Of sickness nor the grave

I arrived at these conclusions
But they can change at anytime
No beginning nor ending and
These patterns aren't confined

Does it bother you
That every one is Divine
Or for some holly reason
Must you have the only line

The keepers have no gates
There's no end to these matters
There's just another maze
At the top of the ladders
...

I don’t need a subject
to write a poem!
My flow of words are comprised
Of Pleasant soothing tones

I’ll dazzle you with words
in a free fallen opus
The best of the best hocus-pocus

No theme needed
To touch your heart
To reach your deeper
Poetic part

No, I need no
Subject to come across
My words are love
Given
Free of cost
!!!

I sought to find
The root of all these impairments
Causing the misfiring of our souls
Not a single time or faze "but"
A place where nobody knows

And there hidden beneath the nothing
I could only take a guess
Perhaps we're simply spores
On a piece of moldy bread...

Oh invisible entity
My heart glows dear
Muse of my deepest darkness
Music in my excitable ear…

You took my weary
and weave it truth
You woke me from
a programmed youth

It’s never over
until it’s begun
I am the singer
You are my drum!

This peaceful existence
Outside of wars
Shall we live a thousand
Perhaps a million more!

I ask you
Have I conveyed
A word you thought
I'd never say?
Have you read
Between my lines
A hidden thought
Sarcastic rhyme?
Well
Give 'en back!
They
Belong to me
All the crazy
**** you read
All the endless
Take's on life
Give 'em back
But take my wife!
(-;

She seemed quite happy
In a talkative sort of way
She knew things about everyone
The who of who that were
On the HP stage
Crossed lovers downed in flames
Jealous, envious, childish games
Enlightening the addictive dirt    
I followed along for all it's worth
Guess I must have wanted to know
As I read her book
She exposed even my soul
So what does that make me
Seems my morals can be a bit lazy
And a bigger lesson yet
I told her stuff about myself
Has she told you yet?

I see it in your eyes, you want to **** them. But first you’d like to torture them for the atrocities that they have committed. Slowly tare them apart peace by peace. You’ve made yourself quite clear, I see..
Hell we all see your demons…

As the animal nature
Pulls me to your door
A hunger driven
By the sense
Of getting more
I knock a little louder
Let me in!
You know
I like to stop by
Every now and then
Tell him it's your papa
Send him out the back
Tell 'em you need cigarettes
To go get a couple packs
We can go somewhere else
If oh dummy just won't leave
Tell 'em your sister is waiting
Over at your brother Steve's
Cause you know my love
Animals have to feed
...
Inspired by the Animal Nature in me.

What wondrous power
a word possess'.
To start a war
or to clean up
messes

Threatening letters
in your alpha message,
will only lead
to sudden regresses
in your numbers
and friends - even your bestest.  
So try to be kind even if counter-intuitive
For the words you weaponize affect how you will be digested

Don't **** with me
It's not a safe bet
I'm probably
The craziest Poet
You ever read
My words condemn
I rhyme unkind
I've sold my soul
Far too many times!
As for love
I have failed
So many losses
A survivor of hell
But...
If by some off chance
You stop by my page
And take a glance
Keep in mind
With tongue in cheek
I like to dance!

Well
it seems
the longer
the lyrics
the less the marks🎯

Hell🔥
Such was
my grandest
of all Opus🥇
never even
made the charts

****
this blasted
narcissism
I’m strung out
on cultural plagiarism

A little here a little there
all unknowing of course it tis
but we all need our fixes
so we all choose our sources
🗝
John locks
maybe
Shakespeare
🌏
Deep Earth in nature
Beyond the hemisphere
🧠
We feel it
we breathe it
we exhale

our gift🎁
is a
Beautiful
Spell
🍄

Despite all your
Unwarranted fright
The darkness
Shall consume
The light

It comes from a place
Where all is void
More Jung
Than the teaching's
Of Freud

Yet fear not to embrace
What lies beyond
The blinding darkness
That's yet to calm

And perhaps
The place where souls collect
So please
Fear not the darkness
   Of all that's left...

I am %100 against war!

Time to take the power back!

I can not make it my lives mission
But I wish you all the best
The world is on a crash course
There's little moral guidance left

Well, I've risen from ashes
Near the dragons smoking breath
My tattoos are darkened
With both victory and regret

Honor is a level
A measurement of foolish pride
But it's also what was stripped away
When they left me there to die...

Struggle for cognizance
Disturbing nightmares
Invisible spirit creatures
Nerves system villains
Soul *******
Karma demons
Evil shadows
Walking darkness
Creeping death
Fight for life
Battle for every last breath
    **** and consume
Attempt to survive

Nothing about  suicide or cutting
Yet very dark!

Your true spirit speaks
when your silence answers
obviously our friendship
has turned to cancer
was it something I said
that made it fade
I still love you anyways!!

Humbly I admit
The brilliance of gifts
No matter world view or scars

Open to learn
My heart twists and churns
Experiencing empathy through art
...

An agreement of sort
nowhere before we begun
the promise of new days
in the setting of the suns

an internal pledge
a chosen vessel formed
fear sticks in the spoke
the riders has been warned

separation the grand illusion
a denial of the source
along comes a low resonation
from peace and love to war

realization of meaning sparks
a bright blazing torch
illuminating higher thoughts  
an agreement of sort
.......................................

From here
Things are just fine
I go with the flow
Most every time

But I don't understand
How you remain unchanged
Never able to escape
The addiction stage

Hell, we were junkies
In our prime
How many times
Did I lose my mind

Before I decided
To get it right
How can you still
Be living that life?

What the hell went wrong
With my ex-wife?

(-:

With heavy heart
I grieved the death
Of who you pretended to be...

And now I shall enjoy a brand new
Fresh reality!

That manifest beyond
Our unfortunate
dearly departed friendship'

A sweet eulogy ya see!
Funeral's need not be sad!

Their voices are silent
They hush the bottom line
You see
Their true fear
Is their own government
More than any terrorist
They fear the flight
Of human rights

And so they stock-pile
Their weapons
  For their own
   Peace of mind.

This day I face myself
Fear is an illusion
I refuse to imagine some doom
I refuse to **** our conclusion

Through the force of good
I recognise all faces
Fear not for our human death
will only change us.

Heads up
We're all gonna die
Heart's finally quit
Eye's no longer cry
From our birth
It's one big struggle
Even the rich
Have their troubles
So...gender up
Take that helm
Life's too short
To simply settle
I'm talking to myself
There's no one else
More worth gunning for
Politics and Mother Earth
Will always be at war
We came alone
That's how we leave
Life began form a single seed
And empty vessel
Full of needs
Thirsty, hungry
Selfish greed
That's how we started
You and even me
But what of the other end
Do we lose
Or will we win?
.....................................

without a thought
i began this life
somethings sure
to come to light
an't got no lover
an't got no wife
this is not
a rant oh no
nor gripe
deep insight
can free the soul
i loved her more
then you could know
perhaps we met
in a life time past
happiness
wasn't meant last
and yet
we spiral down
and start again
for next time
we are bound to win

She insist that you look
through her eye's of sight!
Down dim lit corridors
where mazes take flights

I love the smells that surround her
the fragrance of higher expectation
She wears a crown of flowers
in her kingdom of anticipation

She always smile at me
I like staring up at her ceiling
knowing the sky behind
is wider than any thought or feeling

I wish she could see through my eyes
past the ceiling's of those belief  
but enlightenment needs a back burner
while the passion’s of life are released
...........

Into a corner
Of madness
I've been forced
Crazy dictates
My every course

Windows with bars
Once held me in
Chains and cages
Unforgivable sins

Loved ones lost
Far in the past
Regrets are shared
Emotions amassed
  
Poison waters
Hold my truths
Grew up in Flint
Youth without youth

FBI #1 suspect
CIA #2 suspect
Nothing new here.