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Riddhi Thakkar May 2020
I often ask mie friends, “ Are you okay?”
Because for me “are you okay” can mean a lot of things like:
Are you okay? I’m here to listen you.
Are you okay, because I care for you.
Are you okay,
Because I Love you.
Are you okay??
The hidden Love
Riddhi Thakkar Jul 2020
A girl who is kind of vocal about her feelings, she tells exactly how she feels about anything or anyone.
She has many good friends and for some of them, she has sort of soft feelings and she shared with them.
Eventually, she has feelings for them but not at the same time, all in different stages of her life.
When she was in college, she madly in love with her crush but her crush never liked her, the way she liked her. Her crush crashed her heart, having affair with her best friend.
Her crush and her best friend broke up and she stood by him as his friend. Later on she moved on her life.
One fine day, she got a request on Facebook from a stranger and what came over to her, she somehow accepted that request. They talked and it’s her first time experience to talk to a complete stranger and meet him. He was so sweet and caring so she started feeling for him. But she is naive and afraid to say to him. He went to Africa and after few months she came to know that he’s getting married. But still they’re talking normally.
In between their talking, a girl came to contact with his best friend and they got close and finally she gained some courage and told him that she likes him. But the boy was not ready for any kind of relationship due to his past experience, so a girl took a bold step and said that I should start moving on. It’s not like they are dating but she felt it’s not good to start something without ending one thing properly.
And that’s how she ended up everything.
But life always gives you back what you have asked once, when you least expected anything. Her crush starts to get attracted to her but by physically. She didn’t like it but she doesn’t wanna hurt his feelings, she said nothing to him. She talk normally. She hang out with him and they went for long drive as a friend. But she gets attached to him for that time and later on she is fine.
Her so called African friend called her out of the blue, they have talked all kinda topics which included adults. She met before his wedding and he kissed her. She let him to do, same time she didn’t feel anything for him even they have shared the kissed. She felt ping of the guilt for her actions because she somehow felt that she cheated on her not so called boyfriend.
She left everything and everyone.
But one day his African friend, again called her and meet her and then he said, she kind of **** who got laid on anyone. She hurts badly.
What’s her fault?
Being kind to those who are nothing but nuts?
Or being so naive to tell his African friend everything what’s happened?
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jul 2020
Childhood:
The place where we love to visit, where everything is easy to forget,
easy to love,
easy to learn,
easy to laugh,
easy to erase.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
A girl is smart, ****, hot and intelligent,
If only she wears her confidence.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Sep 2020
I don’t love easily but I do love deeply.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
Faith will tell you to have patience when everything else is telling you to panic.
Faith will tell you to hold on when everything else is telling you to let go.
Faith will tell you to push forward when everything else is telling you to pull back.
N here i m your faith.. ☺️😘😍
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
To fall in love,
You remain child.

To rise in love,
You become mature.

To fall in love,
You expect unconditionally.

To rise in love,
You give unconditionally.

To fall in love,
You love the idea of Love.

To rise in love,
You become Love.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
I talk to you not because you listen or that I need to talk, but it feels right.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
I’m floating somewhere,
Here and there,
Or in between your,
Thoughts.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
Wish Humans have heart instead of brain.
At least humans think before commit such cruel act to those innocent animals who think humans are good, believe in humanity. I wish those elephant and her baby Have their justice.
The Hidden Love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
A girl who kissed someone, does her innocence  gone?

A girl who made out with someone, does her innocence gone?

A girl who is still ******, but kissed and talked widely,
Does her innocence gone?
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
I hope you keep me the same way I keep you,
In my memories,
As my someone great.
The Hidden Love
Riddhi Thakkar May 2020
Nowadays, I’m not only focus on living and breathing.
All I care about is making sure I speak all good and sensible stuff because who knows what would be my last words. I can’t let my last word be “ I hate those who have hurt me enough”. No offence it hurt but it will be fine with time, so I tell people how much I love them and how much they mean to me, how much I adore them.
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
Sometimes I only need someone who hold my hand and say, “ I’m right here with your silence, I love your silence too.”
The Hidden Love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
"Why do you still love him after all these years?"

"I have a theory, love can neither be created nor destroyed. It only changes it's form. I'm not in love with him, but I will always love him."
The hidden Love
Me
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
Me
Why, I
I shall be me
Just lil more me
For all of the day
Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow
And every other day that passes by
I shall be nothing more and nothing less
Than me
Little me.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
Remember those memories who brings smile on your face,
Don’t remember those who makes you forget about how to smile.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
Who told you that black
is a logo of slaves,
And white is a logo of Masters?

Who told you that white is
beautiful ,
And black is extremely ridiculous?

Who told you that white shirts are better than black ones?

Who told you that black is inferior,
And white is superior?
Every color is unique, Neither white nor black is greater,  
We are all the same,
We are God’s own creation,

My skin color is not me,
My character is me,
My intellect is me,
My action is me,
But my color is not me.
I dedicate this poem to George Floyd.
Riddhi Thakkar Jul 2020
I want someone who’s proud to have me even as friend.
I don’t want friendship of someone who can’t accept me as her/his friend publicly or just don’t like to see with me.
Dude then find someone else for you. I’m simply not for you..
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
There’s an empty shell,
In my heart,
I know I can’t change,
What we have done,
But I feel nothing.

There’s a void in my heart,
I know thinking won’t,
Change anything,
What we have shared,
But I feel nothingness.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
Dance in rainfall,
Makes me forget,
All of you.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
The only way I can cherish you is by remembering you as my freedom.
The Hidden Love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
Suicide:

S: (S)acrifice yourself
U: (U)tter no words
I : (I)n person alone
C: (C)rying silently
I : (I)nside Left with pain
D : (D)ie
E : (E)veryday
The hidden love
Why
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
Why
Some why has no answer.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
I wish I have a brain,
But I’m glad I don’t have.
The hidden love
Riddhi Thakkar Jun 2020
I write because It makes me feel alive.
The hidden love

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