I wonder
Since when things begin to change
Just when did the ride home feel longer
Without you, in the jeep, it's strange

How small talks with you is exciting
Far better than hobbies and game
And the poems I have been writing
It all suddenly rhymes with your name

I wonder
Since when did I act so differently
Just when did your image always appear
in my mind, consistently

In buying foods, watching movie
Unknowingly, putting a smile on my face
And the songs on shuffle, as lost as I
Without your warm embrace

I wonder
When did my once monotone world
Become so much drenched
In the shade of you?

The shallow kisses onto my hair
Damp or dry, you never care
The hugs you randomly give
At night, I would relive
The small talks we make
Once it starts, there never is a break
Your laugh even at the lamest jokes I tell
Your reaction after realizing you fell
For yet another silly game
Amusing, how it always end up the same
The cringe, most of the time, we get
As you start your pick up line, that's outdated 
This list could go on at least a dozen more line
All of what I'd miss aside from you and this bliss combine
Once you finally break away, see through everything well
Escape from as what you call it, sometimes, A spell.

you said my sadness
was what drawn you
yet was also the one
what chased you away.