In a quest to be different
They all became
the same

Do you know the worst feeling?
The one that you get when you're alone
You feel like a shell
Where hatred has grown

People don't seem to notice
How embarrassed you feel
But they do this on purpose
So they don't have to invite you in  

No song, book, or movie can describe
A true outsider
Because in the end they all have friends
In real life you're just a loner
Cutting below the hands

Why do you treat me as a second choice?
Is that all I am to you!?
Don't I have a voice?
Well, I'm done pretending that it's ok
Since you make me feel dark as night
When it is day
So I'm leaving you all
Without delay
So maybe, just once
I wont be afraid
Because the people worth chasing
Don't run away

Step off the beach
And step in to the dark, starry waters
Do you feel the cold unforgiving waves?
Still ****** after their slaughters

They reflect something so unreachable
That it becomes something beautiful
For we all want
What we can’t have
So we submerge ourselves with the galaxies
And let the cosmos steal our last bubbling breath
As we slowly sink under the waves of this world

Waiting for a celestial death

Like a heavy pair scared, aliened hearts.
Let's hope the numbing pain of heartbreak and loss
Will slowly suffocate along with us
We are being crushed
Under the pressures of perfection
Most without hope of a resurrection
This is a genocide
Of the mind
And of all those who were kind

The cold teeth of ignorance will surly **** us
Because the media sugarcoats
Because our parents don’t know how to raise us
Because we have teens slitting their throats
With the rest of us sitting here taking notes
Using their last words as quotes

They say that beauty is only as thick as the skin

Tell that to the corpses
Floating on what could have been.

there is too much sadness in this place
so wipe the shame off your face
read a book, sing a song
you won't feel bad for very long
sadness is common happiness is rare
so be a gem shining fair
help turn coal into diamonds
because in time your wounds will mend
don't pity yourself
be content with yourself
Strengthen yourself!
you're the only one who can